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Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby jadeo0 » Mon Jan 12, 2004 5:22 pm

Title: A Promise Once Made

Author: jadeo0

Disclaimer: This ain’t mine. None of it. Except for the hottie, Julian. Oh, and the can of pop beside me.

Spoilers: Season 5 – This is set about 4 years after “The Body”

Pairings: W/T

Feedback: Liked it? Didn't like it? I don't care. Just tell me why. :)

Summary: A promise that Tara made in her teenage years is coming back to get her.

Rating: PG-13 – R, it depends, but I’ll give warning

Notes: As this is set in the future, and branches off from canon after Joyce dies, we’ll assume that Glory/Ben was defeated, and Dawn was saved in time at the tower. So Buffy lives, and life goes on with the slayage until Valentine’s Day, 2006.

Warning: There is slight (might I stress that word) T/Other in this - but it's more of an unrequited love thing.



A Promise Once Made







Part One



New York City, Valentine’s Day, 1996



        “You look beautiful, Tara.” Julian gently kissed the palm of the blonde’s hand. The two of them sat on a park bench, huddled together for warmth. Anyone walking by would have thought that they were just another couple celebrating a special day…but the reasons that they were here differed in such a way. Nobody would have expected it to happen. They were the social outcasts at school, but somehow, they’d found each other in their loneliness. On the first day of Junior High, Tara had clumsily crashed into Julian…and made her first true friend. Julian was an introverted, thoughtful boy who made sure he was left alone, while Tara was a shy, stuttering, second-handed clothing girl. They found solace in the other’s company, sharing a strong bond of friendship.



        Eventually, Julian had fallen deeply in love with his friend, and although it had taken him a while, and one day found the courage to ask her out on a coffee date. Tara, who felt that Julian was the brother she had never had, knew how Julian felt, and although the feeling wasn’t reciprocated, couldn’t find it in her to turn him down. So at the beginning of their high school careers, Julian and Tara began to “go out.”



        “You know,” Julian began, “it’s been almost half a year since we started going out…”



        “I-I-It’s b-been g-great,” Tara replied. She couldn’t help but feel relieved – perhaps he would break up with her? This charade had been going on too long. She didn’t love him the way he loved her…

       

        “I wanna ask you something, Tara. And I don’t know how you’re going to feel about this, but um, bear with me, ok?” He shifted nervously on the bench. What he had planned had to happen now. Otherwise, he’d never get another chance.



        “W-What is it?”



        “Tara Maclay, will you marry me?”



Sunnydale, New Year’s Day, 2006



        “Tara Maclay, will you marry me?” Willow stared up into the blonde’s blue eyes. “Will you be my wife?” The ring box that she extended had been popped open, revealing a perfectly cut diamond, set on a gold band.



        “Will…” Tara raised a hand to her mouth as tears of happiness and surprise began to fall. “Oh Goddess, Will…” She shook her head in disbelief.



        “Y-you can think about it first if you want to,” said Willow, slowly standing up. “It’s not like you have to answer right away. A-and if you say no, uh, that’s fine too! Maybe we’re just not ready, maybe this just came too quickly, may-“



        She was cut off by Tara’s lips on hers, silencing all word or thought going on inside the redhead.



        “So I’ll take that as a yes?” Willow grinned dreamily as Tara seductively interlaced their fingers, beckoning to begin the more private celebration of their engagement.



                                ~*~



        “You’re getting married?” Dawn squealed excitedly, first jumping on Tara, then Willow. “You’re getting married. You’re getting married! Married! Married!”



        “Yeah, Dawnie…we’re getting married.” Tara smiled and relaxed into Willow, dropping a hot kiss on her shoulder. “Married,” she whispered, almost reverently. It was so new, this feeling, knowing that the person she was holding on to was going to be with her for the rest of her life. “I love you.”



        I love you always, Willow mouthed, leaning over to capture her fiancée’s lips.



        “Oooooooh!” Dawn jumped again, clapping her hands together. “When’d this happen?”



        “L-last night,” said Tara.



        “Right after the big date?” Dawn looked at Willow, who winked back at her. The redhead had been hinting to Dawn that she had had something big planned for Tara…but not on this scale. But indeed, a good scale it was, and the delirious happiness that emanated from the two witches gave Dawn such an all-was-well feeling. “I knew you were going to do something!”



        “Yup.” Willow nodded, once again kissing her fiancée, then gently rubbing their noses together. “Took her to the restaurant, then after dessert, proposed. Uh huh…” She was having trouble forming coherent sentences at the moment, mostly because of the hand stroking her thigh.



        “You guys are so cool!” Dawn jumped in between Tara and Willow, breaking off any chance of Willow succumbing to the blonde’s tempting. “And I’m gonna be your official wedding planner.” A wide grin appeared on her face.



        “Well, you see, Dawnie…” Tara shifted slightly in order to accommodate the slim teenager. “W-we were kinda planning on having a really small ceremony…just the Scoobies and us somewhere private in the woods…”



        “But you could do some, you know, organizing for us if you really wanted to…”



       



Note: There’s a nod to CN Winter’s “Show Me” here.

Part Two



Sunnydale, Valentine’s Day, 2006



        “Sweetie, do you really have to work today?” Tara pouted over-dramatically from her position on the bed, amidst all of her textbooks. “I-I mean, it’s Valentine’s Day! You could do with some rest…you’ve been working so hard lately.”



        “Baby, if I come to you, the last thing I’ll get is rest.” Really, Willow did want to not work today, but starting a company was hard work, and even now, after months of hard work, her toil was just beginning to bear fruit.



        “Please?” With a seductive sway in her hips, Tara slinked over to Willow’s desk and began to massage her shoulders at an achingly slow pace. “I’ll make it w-worth your while…” She dropped a teasing kiss in between Willow’s shoulder blades.



        “Uhhh...” Willow moaned, unconsciously relaxing into Tara. “J-just let me finish this little bit.” Lately, Tara seemed to be so unrestrained…as if she needed Willow to prove to her that she loved her with all her heart. It wasn’t like she was complaining, but Tara’s behaviour was just slightly out of character. But when she’d asked the blonde if something was wrong, Tara hadn’t known – and had been completely honest. She just insisted that she wanted – needed – to be loved.



        “But I need you now.” Tara halted her exploration of Willow’s stress points, disappointedly storming back to the bed, and throwing herself down with a huff. When Willow didn’t respond, Tara began to sob.



        And that got Willow’s attention. She hated seeing her baby cry. Immediately, she was by Tara’s side, gently stroking the blonde’s hair. “Baby, don’t cry! Willow’s here to make it better.”



        At once, Tara stopped her pretense and grabbed Willow’s shoulders, rolling her over until the blonde was straddling the redhead. “I knew t-that would do it.” Her lips curled up into a lazy half-grin as she leaned down to meet her fiancée’s. “It works every time.”



        “Vixen,” Willow grunted, pulling Tara down to her as the notion of work was thrown out the window. As both were still naked from just getting out of bed a mere half hour ago, the barrier of clothing wasn’t present.



        “Mmmmm…” Tara moaned against Willow’s mouth as the redhead’s hands began to massage her breasts, her fingers rolling over the nubs until they began to perk up.



        Meanwhile, Tara’s hands had begun to travel down Willow’s body, pausing at the glistening red curls –



        Bzzz. Bzzz.



        A flurry of motion broke loose as indecision took reign. “S-someone’s at the door – “ “Buffy’ll answer it, baby – “ “No, no, we’ve gotta go…no, no, keep doing that –“



        But the buzzing didn’t stop. Bzzz. Bzzz. Finally, Willow willed herself to pull a robe on, much to the chagrin of Tara, and pad downstairs to answer the door.



        “Make it quick,” she groaned, as she swung open the door. Who was this? Dawnie’s new boyfriend? A tall man in his early twenties stood outside the door, just taking off his shades.



        “I’m looking for a Tara Maclay. Um, does she live here?”



To be continued!



Edited to add: just a few changes to the story info.







jess



Dulce est amor.

Edited by: jadeo0 at: 2/25/04 5:47 pm
jadeo0
 


Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby mxgirl314 » Mon Jan 12, 2004 9:46 pm

I love this fic. I wonder what Taras promis was:hmm Can't wait until the next update hope its soon:pray

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Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby fairydust » Mon Jan 12, 2004 11:12 pm

ooh, i like *smiles* is the promise the whole after 10 years get married thing? *giggles* wait...*thinks about it* a girl promised me 13 years ago that she would marry me...*scowls* but then she moved away...and we were only 5...but still! *pouts and walks off*



Post more soon!

I LOVE MY KARE-BEAR

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Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby allykat » Tue Jan 13, 2004 3:27 am

Oooh! This is great!I like it a lot!!!:applause

I can hardly wait for the next update!:bounce

allykat
 


Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby sam darls » Tue Jan 13, 2004 3:47 am

Ooh, that was soo good, I can't wait for more :flower Love sammi xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby snuggle79 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 4:20 am

Ooh, very interesting start!! :)

Can't wait for more!



s79

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.





snuggle79
 


Re: Fic - A Promise Once Made

Postby littlecrazy80 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 2:28 pm

Interesting start!

I´m curious about Tara´s promise to this guy.



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

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Part 3

Postby jadeo0 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 12:47 pm

mxgirl314 - Hey thanks! You'll find out soon...I promise ;)

fairydust - Got you guessing there. Lemme tell you this - you're very very very very very close.

allykat - As always, thanks :)

sam darls - Awww, you're sweet. Thank you!

snuggle79 - Here's a little bit. Thanks for the feedback!

littlecrazy80 - Curiousity killed the cat...'cept for in this case. Hope you enjoy this!






Title: A Promise Once Made

Author: jadeo0

Disclaimer: This ain’t mine. None of it. Except for the hottie, Julian. Oh, and the can of pop beside me.

Spoilers: Season 5 – This is set about 4 years after “The Body”

Pairings: W/T

Feedback: Yes, please! Liked? Didn't like? Tell me why!

Summary: A promise that Tara made in her teenage years is coming back to get her.

Rating: PG-13 – R, it depends, but I’ll give warning

Notes: As this is set in the future, and branches off from canon after Joyce dies, we’ll assume that Glory/Ben was defeated, and Dawn was saved in time at the tower. So Buffy lives, and life goes on with the slayage until Valentine’s Day, 2006.



Part Three



        The living room was completely silent as the three occupants faced each other. Tara and Willow – who was possessively holding her fiancée – sat opposite to the man who claimed to be Julian, whoever he was.



        For the past ten minutes, Willow had been studying him. This guy…was hot - brunette, toned, laid back. His hair was absolutely perfect; each strand combed and gelled back with absolute precision. There wasn’t a single blemish on his face, and his skin was impeccable. Julian seemed physically flawless, but the way his eyes squinted as if they scrutinized everything sent chills up Willow’s spine.



        And across from her, Julian was taking in and noting everything about the couple. No detail escaped him as he studied his former girlfriend and her…friend. Why were they so close? And why was the redhead acting so possessive? Tara wasn’t hers. “It’s been a while, Tara.” He smiled, glad to have broken the silence.



        “Y-yeah,” Tara nodded, smiling briefly. “T-ten years, right?”



        “I never forgot you, Tara. Best friends, remember?” He shifted on the couch, moving closer to the two witches.



        “So how have you been?” Tara asked. He looked almost the same as he had before – but there was something different about him, like there was a frightened animal inside of him just waiting to be let loose. Her “big brother” seemed so caged, so alone…



        “I’ve been ok.” It was a non-committal answer, but Julian didn’t want to worry Tara with just how hard life had become for him after he’d moved to Vancouver. He had been the outcast again, and this time, nobody had been there to save him. “Aren’t you gonna ask me how I found you?” He smirked, trying to relax. Tara had changed so much. She seemed confident, happy, relaxed; so different from before.



        “Actually, I-I do.” Tara grinned. Still the same smile.



        “You know I moved to Vancouver back in ’96, right?” Julian’s smile faded into a small frown as his eyes hardened. “I hated it there. Nobody cared about me at all. I had no friends, my mother was too busy working…it was horrible.” He leaned in to Tara, hugging her warmly. “You kept me going. The thought that I’d be able to see you again when I got out of the house gave me that drive.” He kissed Tara’s forehead before pulling back.



        Willow noticed the look Julian was giving Tara and clutched the blonde to her. “You still haven’t told us how you found Tara,” she pointed out, squinting suspiciously Tara’s old friend. She knew she wasn’t acting very nicely, but this guy was just too good-looking for his own good.



        “I called her dad, and he said ‘Sunnydale’ just before hanging up.” He glanced concernedly at Tara. “I know things have never really been smooth between you two, but what happened? It’s like he doesn’t even want to remember you anymore.”



        “I, um, got into a fight with him.” Tara looked away. She hated to lie, but the secret of Sunnydale had to stay just that: a secret. “W-we n-never made up.”



        “He didn’t deserve you as a daughter.” Julian smiled tightly.



        Tara looked away, happy but uneasy with his sincerity.



        “So go on,” Willow prodded. “How’d you find Tara?”



        “I called UC Sunnydale off the tip Tara’s dad gave me, and they told me that Tara had just graduated and was living off-campus. It didn’t take long for me to find out where…” He looked up, whipping his head around as the front door opened and closed.



        “It’s horrible!” Buffy was saying to Dawn, “I mean, I appreciate the rest and all, but having to patrol night after night and not seeing any demons is kinda gloomy.” Entering the living room, she stopped short, staring aghast at the stranger sitting amongst her friends. “I-I mean, lemons. We have a major lemon problem these days, and it’s my job to clean them up, and since there aren’t any more lemons to clean, I’m out of a job and have no source of income.” She gave him a quick once-over, nodding appreciatively.



        Meanwhile, Dawn was visibly trying her best not to drool. Who is he? she mouthed to Tara. He’s hot!

       

        Tara smiled. “Dawnie, Buffy, t-this is Julian. I knew him from when I lived in New York.”



Julian nodded politely, extending his arm to give Buffy a handshake. “Hi there.” He smiled.



“A-and I’m Dawn!” said Dawn, still looking somewhat awestruck.



“Hey Dawn.” He grinned. “Watch that drool, huh?”



Off Dawn’s look of utter embarrassment, Tara frowned. “J-Julian. B-be nice.”



        Julian turned back to the blonde witch, cocking his head to the side. “Why are you still stuttering around me, Tara?” He lifted a hand to gently stroke Tara’s cheek.



        “Hey, hey, buddy! Hands off!” Willow glowered at him. Mr. Good-looking had just crossed the line. “That’s my fiancée!”



        “What?” Julian shot up, staring down angrily – almost maniacally. “There is no way in hell that Tara is your fiancée.”



        “And why is that?” Willow stood up, moving to stand toe-to-toe with Julian. “Why can’t she be my fiancée?”



        “Because…” The brunette crossed his arms,” she’s mine,” he whispered.



        “What?” Buffy stared at Willow, who had abruptly stepped backwards, leaning on the arm of the sofa. “Say that again,” she demanded evenly.



        “Tara. Is. My. Fiancée.” Julian glared at Willow, an unspoken challenge apparent in his eyes. He turned back to Tara. “You forgot, didn’t you?” he accused. He heaved, his shoulders rising and falling rapidly as he began to pace the room. “H-how could you?”



jess



Dulce est amor.

Edited by: jadeo0 at: 2/8/04 12:28 pm
jadeo0
 


Re: Part 3

Postby RedVampire » Sun Jan 18, 2004 2:01 pm

I love the way you're writing this story! Julian is a bit of a maniac though. Update soon, please!



Peace,

Redvampire

RedVampire
 


Re: Part 3

Postby littlecrazy80 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 2:09 pm

Loved the update! But this Julian is kinda annoying. I hope he will soon leave Sunnydale. Maybe with Willow´s foot in his ass. :whistle



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

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Re: Part 3

Postby allykat » Sun Jan 18, 2004 3:26 pm

This is soooo good!!! :applause I don't like this Julian... Can I :smash him?:D

Keep up the great work!

allykat
 


Re: Part 3

Postby sam darls » Sun Jan 18, 2004 3:39 pm

Wow, that was so good..I don't like Julian one bit..:p Love sammi xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

sam darls
 


Re: Part 3

Postby TaraBaby77 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 4:20 pm

PLEASE JESS :pray :pray :pray , pretty please??? Don't leave us hanging like this!!! Oops, forgot my manners. WAHOO!!! Great story, Jess. After chapter 2, I was about to get all :mad GRR because of the cliffhanger, then I saw the next chapter and was with the WOOHOO's. But now, another 'hanger??? You meanie, heehee :D . Anyhoo, great work. Keep them updates comin' kay??? =)



:bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

TaraBaby77
 


Re: Part 3

Postby CEsgirl13 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 6:24 pm

please update please this is so great!:applause :applause :applause

~Jamie

I Love CE:love

"I only hunt what wants to be hunted"-CE

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> Re: Part 3

Postby angelofinsanity » Sun Jan 18, 2004 9:49 pm

oooooooo- dude!!!! how can you just leave it there?!

awsome stuff man!

:D oooo- conflict!

keep up the good work!











STacy:smash

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Re: > Re: Part 3

Postby The Rose24 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 10:27 pm

Ugh! I hate cliffhangers.



Julian really needs to go.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


The Rose24
 


Re: > Re: Part 3

Postby Footman311 » Mon Jan 19, 2004 12:11 am

Man this one has defenatly got me hooked:applause



I can't wait for the next one:bounce :bounce

Lifes a bowl of punch G'head and spike it-Nick Hexum

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Re: > Re: Part 3

Postby bindingwiccan » Mon Jan 19, 2004 1:12 am

AHHH WUT HAPPENS NEXT?!?!?!?!?!?!? UPDATE SOON please? :flower





-bindingwiccan

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Re: > Re: Part 3

Postby snuggle79 » Mon Jan 19, 2004 1:29 pm

Hmmm, Julian is a bit insistend!!

But i'm curious about Tara's explanation!!

Great update!



s79

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.





snuggle79
 


Re: > Re: Part 3

Postby Axel Avalon » Mon Jan 19, 2004 2:15 pm

:thud :thud :thud :thud :thud :thud :thud :thud

Um, I'm speechless. No wait

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!:rage

I really don't like this Julian character.

And what the hell is he doing coming back after 10 years.

Great story:D

- - - - - - - - The greatest human accomplishment is being able to go to ones grave knowing that at some point in your life you loved someone completely............... that and that you had some good fucks.

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Re: Part 4

Postby jadeo0 » Fri Jan 23, 2004 2:03 pm

RedVampire - Yes, I do agree that Julian is somewhat of a maniac...but a cute maniac! :p

littlecrazy80 - Willow's foot in ass? Hmmm...I'll think about it. That would be an interesting ending now, wouldn't it?

allykat - You can :smash him all you want...just keep him relatively intact.

sam darls - Glad you don't like Julian...he's pushy, ain't he?

TaraBaby77 - Here ya go, Aaron :)

CEsgirl13 - Thanks.

angelofinsanity - Conflict...hehe, favourite thing in the world.

The Rose24 - Don't you worry! Julian is going going gone...just not yet.

Footman311 - Thanks! Glad it's hooked you on (surprised, honestly)

bindingwiccan - You're about to find out, dear...

snuggle 79 - You see, the thing is...Tara does have an explanation...just not a very good one :p

Axel Avalon - Ooo yay! Thuds! Niiiiiice. Julian's an obsessive maniac. He's nice - but obsessive.



I was going to post a rough sketch of what Julian looked like, but since my scanner's not working that'll come in the next bit (hopefully).



Title: A Promise Once Made

Author: jadeo0

Disclaimer: This ain’t mine. None of it. Except for the hottie, Julian. Oh, and the can of pop beside me.

Spoilers: Season 5 – This is set about 4 years after “The Body”

Pairings: W/T

Summary: A promise that Tara made in her teenage years is coming back to get her.

Rating: PG-13 – R, it depends, but I’ll give warning

Notes: As this is set in the future, and branches off from canon after Joyce dies, we’ll assume that Glory/Ben was defeated, and Dawn was saved in time at the tower. So Buffy lives, and life goes on with the slayage until Valentine’s Day, 2006.



Part Four



        “Tara Maclay, will you marry me?” Julian slid off the bench to kneel in front of Tara, a small box apparent through his fingers.



        “What – I-I – “ Tara gasped, raising a gloved hand to her lips. “I-I don’t know what to say.” She couldn’t say “yes;” she didn’t love Julian that way. “Y-you’re like a brother to me…”



        “Can I be more?” Julian stroked Tara’s cheek. “Please. Marry me. You’re the only person I care about.”



        “W-we’re f-fourteen, Julian! T-there is no way that w-we can get m-m-married!”



        “Why can’t we?” Julian grabbed Tara’s shoulders and shook her, as if trying to make her see. “I love you. Isn’t that enough?”



        Crying, Tara shook her head. “N-no.”



        “Do you know what I’d be like without you?” Julian’s looked away as he felt the tears rushing down his cheeks. “I’d be nothing. I wouldn’t be able to live.”



        “Julian…” Tara gathered him into a hug. “Y-you’re my best friend…”



        “Please, Tara,” sobbed Julian, “just say you will.” He tightened his grip around Tara’s body, burying his neck in her hair.



        “L-let’s wait a bit, huh?” Tara just couldn’t say no to him; she didn’t know how to. “T-ten years?”



        “You won’t ever regret this.” Julian smiled slightly, pulling away from the hug to kiss Tara’s cheek. His fingers loosened their grip from around the velvet box he was holding as he returned to his original kneeling position. “This is for you; so you’ll remember.” He opened the box, revealing a small ring. “Try it on.”



        “I-it’s beautiful.” Tara smiled shyly. “B-but it won’t fit.”



        “That’s ok,” said Julian. “Just keep it. To remember me.” He kissed her cheek once more before standing up. “I’m leaving New York tomorrow for Vancouver with my mum.”



        “W-what?” Tara glanced up in alarm. “W-why?”



        “My parents filed for divorce yesterday, and my mum wants me to go with her.” Julian looked away. “I-I’m sorry.”



        “I-I’ll miss you.” On impulse, Tara reached up to hug her best friend. He was the only person besides her mother who had been there for her. If he left, when he left…”N-no!” she cried.



        “What? No, no, don’t cry!” Julian tenderly wiped away Tara’s falling tears, momentarily caressing her face. “I have to go now…”




        “How could you, Tara? How could you forget?”



        Tara didn’t have anything to say. She remembered her promise now, and it was obvious that it meant the world to Julian. “I –“



        “There hasn’t been a second that I haven’t been thinking about you.” He sat back down, sinking back into his nonchalant demeanor. “I guess I can’t say the same for you.”



        “I’ll be upstairs.” Willow stood up abruptly, moving quickly out of the room.



        “Sweeti –“



        “I’ll be upstairs when you’re done.” She ran up the stairs, the sound of the slamming door resonating through the house moments later.



        “Uh, look Tara, I can come back later,” said Julian, “After things have quieted down a bit.”



        “Y-yeah, thanks.” Tara managed to smile despite her inner turmoil. “C-come by tomorrow morning?”



        “Sure.” Julian walked out the door, only pausing to wave goodbye to Dawn and Buffy. “Tomorrow.”



        “Bye.” Dawn stared angrily after the man from the doorway, having finally caught on to the tension his mere presence had caused.



        “Tara?” Buffy sat down beside her friend. “I don’t get it…”



        “I didn’t mean to – I-I didn’t know –“



        “Shhh…” The Slayer gathered the witch into her arms, soothingly rocking her back and forth. “Calm down there.”



        “I-I didn’t know how to say ‘no,’” moaned Tara. “I-I’m so stupid!”



        “No, you aren’t!” Dawn protested, moving to sit down beside her friend. “We’re young. We’ve all made mistakes. Some of them come back to haunt us more than others.”



        Tara blinked back her tears, allowing a small smile to appear on her face. “T-thanks.”



        “We’re here for you, ‘kay?” Dawn slid down off the couch to sit on the floor, latching onto Tara’s legs affectionately. “No matter what happens.”



        “We love you, Tara. You and Willow, both.” Buffy squeezed Tara’s arm as she leaned her head on the witch’s shoulder. “Family.”



                                        ~*~



        “Will?” Quietly, Tara entered their bedroom. The redhead was sitting in front of the computer, typing, or rather hammering, at the keyboard. “Darling?” Willow continued to ignore her, almost seeming to bore a hole in the computer screen with her intense gaze.



        “I’m working, Tara,” Willow muttered, not shifting her gaze.



        “No you’re not.” Tara turned the screen around, revealing a page of typed gibberish. “L-look, I know Julian showing up bothered you, a-and the whole marriage thing shocked me too but – “



        “Why didn’t you say anything?” Willow twirled around in her chair, curling her knees into her body. “I mean, why didn’t you tell him that you weren’t in love with him?”



        “I-I –“



        “But then you don’t know that! So baby, are you in love with him?”



        “No.” Tara knelt down to Willow, forcing her to look into her eyes. “I love you, Willow, and nothing will ever change that.”



        Willow shook her head, standing up and moving over to the bed. “Look, maybe I overreacted a little, but right now, I just need some space, ‘kay?” She pulled back the covers before slipping quietly into bed. “I-I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”



        “Alright.” Tara couldn’t help but hang her head – this was her fault. “T-tomorrow then.” A tear fell down her cheek; she sniffed. It was all so confusing, this marriage thing. She knew she wanted it – she knew she wanted to spend the rest of her life with Willow. But she didn’t know how to tell Julian. He loved her…too much, perhaps.



Was he serious about them getting married? If so, then how was she going to say no? Tara loved Willow with all her heart – she had to make both of them see. But how could she do that without breaking her oldest friend’s heart?



As Tara crawled under the sheets to join her love, she knew that tonight would be a sleepless night.



jess



Dulce est amor.

jadeo0
 


YAY

Postby Imjustme » Fri Jan 23, 2004 2:26 pm

I can't WAIT for the next update!!!:applause :applause :applause

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Re: YAY

Postby allykat » Fri Jan 23, 2004 2:49 pm

Great update!:bounce Poor Tara.. Can't wait to read more!

allykat
 


Re: YAY

Postby bindingwiccan » Fri Jan 23, 2004 3:43 pm

aww poor tara.. willow did overreact a wee bit but its understandable cuz hello.. julian is kinda creepy and stalkery seeming.. :p cant wait to see what happens next :boot





-bindingwiccan

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Re: YAY

Postby TaraBaby77 » Fri Jan 23, 2004 5:02 pm

Hey Jess??? Sweetie??? Could you so :pray PLEASE :pray give us another update??? Pretty Please??? What an awesome update and fic, for that matter. Talk about being in a rock and a hard place. Someone is going to have their heart broken, :( . Anyway, can't wait to see what is in store. Great job, Jess. Wanna see more soon, please, :D ??? =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

Edited by: TaraBaby77 at: 1/23/04 4:04 pm
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Re: YAY

Postby sam darls » Fri Jan 23, 2004 5:26 pm

Awww..poor tara..:( I hope they work it out soon, and she tells Julian where to go.. Love sammi xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: YAY

Postby mxgirl314 » Fri Jan 23, 2004 8:08 pm

Great update. I wonder whats gonna happen next:hmm Can't wait till the next update hope its soon:pray

mxgirl314
 


Re: YAY

Postby The Rose24 » Fri Jan 23, 2004 8:26 pm

Ugh! Tara is caught between a rock and a hard place.



I know things will work out somehow.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


The Rose24
 


Re: Part 4

Postby RedIshtar » Fri Jan 23, 2004 10:54 pm

Aw, man... That's a thoughie... Poor Tara!

She can't break her friend's heart but CAN'T drive Willow away. I wonder what she'll do.

Great fic!

Please update soon, please!



Kayleen Lee





When I’m lost in the rain, in your eyes I know I’ll find the light to light my way. When I’m scared, losing ground, when my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around. And when I’m down you’re there pushing me to the top, you’re always there giving me all you got… -- I Turn To You, Christina Aguilera

RedIshtar
 


Re: Part 4

Postby ambersagoddess » Sat Jan 24, 2004 3:29 pm

Jess, since when did you start a fic?



::grumbles:: Rei's always the last to know everything.



EVEN AARON KNEW BEFORE ME!!!???



Oh man, that's harsh, ouch Jess, you cut me deep there buddy.



-Rei

Edited by: maudmac  at: 1/24/04 6:55 pm
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