It's Secret Crush Monday MKF 9/02

[vix84]

Eek, the Jennifer Paige song reappeared in my head with a vengeance! "It's just *ah* a little crush"
*groans*

Ahh such a nice thread. I love all your stories!

There's a girl that I'm madly crushing over, and I see her twice a week. She's incredibly sweet, nice, beautiful and smart. When she sees me she gives me this beautiful smile and I'm in heaven for the rest of the day.
To quote Willow, "those moments - just moments - when Tara would look at me and I was wonderful."

I wear my funky rainbow bag, or rainbow bracelet, on the days I see her, and flirt relentlessly. I wonder if she's straight or not...

[little wicca dude]

dude what a cool thread idea

i have a huge crush on this guy who i used to know, but have only just seen again recently , and my he has done a nice job growing up

i think its not so much a secret one anymore though since i got very drunk and blurbed it all out oh well

luv jill xx

[Hugin]

Oh good lord, I crush out on people at the drop of a hat. I mean, [i:4a7a55f8f2] really[/i:4a7a55f8f2] easily.

And then I go and tell Zully about the hopelessness of it all, or sometimes the chatroom crew, unless it's one of them I'm currently crushing on.

Now of course, I'm weeping, because evidently Ruth doesn't love me any more. She has tranferred her affections, and her ample bosom, to others. Sigh.

-len

[tommo]

Aw Len...Enid Kapelson loves you. She told me.

And hey...pssst...just between you 'n me, these li'l babies are yours... [img:2186282f63]http://216.40.241.68/ups/layla_phoenix/boobies.gif[/img:2186282f63]

[Dumbsaint]

Heh. *points*

Boobies.

[Broken hart]

Well my crush at the moment is my ex's ex. I know it's a bit screwed up. She's a dancer and she has a body like one, gorgeous. She's about 5"6 with wavy brown hair with blonde high lights passed her shoulders, and she has these intense eyes which just seem to look right down in to me. She makes my heart pound and when i'm talking to her i'm so scared she'll hear it beating. When i meet her it was this instant thing i couldn't stop thinking about her. We talk all the time sending each other Texts and e-mails and it's really nice we have this great strong friendship, she has alot of problems and she'll turn to me b4 ne one else. One nite we were up at about 2:30 talking and she told me she wanted Donna back how gutted am I, and what makes it worse is i'm helping my ex and the girl i have a crush on get together. And she'll talk about Donna and all i want is for her to talk about me like that. But i'm doing the right thing coz Donna makes her happy and i want her to b happy. K feel so much better for telling ppl now, Yay me! x x

[snuggle79]

Cool Thread!

I've always had one or two crushes on some girl in the last dunno...8 or 9 years or something. It never turned out to anything good. I never got to know, if my crushes liked me the way i liked them.. *sigh* I have always been the quite admirer out of a safe distance...
Right now, I'm finished with the crush thing, after having the same hopeless crush on the same girl for the i-don't-know-how-many-time-again. I'm kinda done with her and it...
And on the kitten board...actually there is one person i have a crush on...but uh...i won't tell ya or give any hints...cause then...it wouldn't be a secret crush anymore, right?

[oneyedchicklet]

See now Ruth you put those dangling boobies up and I'm going weak in the knees.

I must go hit the showers.

Whew, that helped.

Love to All,
Barb

[tommo]

I can't help that they dangle. Major scaffolding wouldn't hold these babies up properly.

Glad that you're weak in the knees though. Give or take a few inches.

[Spikeizmine87]

I have this really huge crush on a fellow amberholic whom I talk to everyday and she's coming out here in december. I wish I could tell her I like her, grr!

-Rose

[alyamber4ever]

I have a couple secret crushes:

One crush is on my friend Nikki. We've been friends since 5th grade and she's always been my best friend. She was my first kiss when we were about 13 years old. And ever since then....I've been so in love with her. She's so sweet and funny.....and just, everything. I love her to death, but I think nothing more could ever happen between us.

There is also someone on this board that I really like alot. But, I refuse to say who cuz, it would never ever be anything more. She is really sweet and a very good friend. And writes some pretty amazing fanfic. She is such a great person and I have a tiny crush on her, but I know she doesn't think THAT way about me since she is already in love. But, that is totally cool. I just love having her as my friend and she makes me happy. But, I'M NOT SAYING WHO!!!!!

And of course I have my Famous Person Crushes! There is Aly and Amber....of course. But, I also have a HUGE crush on P!NK. Me loves her.


and 4ever

[oneyedchicklet]

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And then I go and tell Zully about the hopelessness of it all, or sometimes the chatroom crew, unless it's one of them I'm currently crushing on.

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Len,
I was under the impression that you had a crush on all of the kittens. And I know that your type is drum banging little women.

Love to All,
Barb

[La]

Ah crushes. I get crushes really really easily. I belong to an all women's health club, and I get a crush on a different person every time I go It's fun. Gives me something to think about while I work out.

I had a huge crush on one of my co-teachers in Korea. She was SO SO adorable. And always held my hand or linked arms with me all the time. So anytime we went out, I jokingly called it a one-sided date.

Crushes are fun and healthy I think!!!

[Hugin]

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Len,
I was under the impression that you had a crush on all of the kittens. And I know that your type is drum banging little women.

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I love all kittens, but that's not exactly the same as having a crush on all kittens, though given enough time, i'm sure I could eventually manage to develop a crush on all kittens sooner or later. But ooh, women drummers...mmmmm.

[stillflygrlop]

Let's see....I've had a lot of crushes. Of course none of them worked out. But I really like this one girl in my class. She has a really nice figure and a very attractive face. It's not so much that she's beautiful as she is...intriguing. It actually started two years ago...egh. I don't even know why I like her, we never talk and I have zippo classes with her. It's just one of those "admire from a distance" things. *sigh* I think it's been like that with everyone I've ever liked.

I just can't get close....it scares me and I'm afraid I'll either be too obvious, a putz, or (more probably) both. Aiya, the angst of stupid teenagers.

[X Lynz X]

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But ooh, women drummers...mmmmm

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So you like drummers, huh?!

[Shinnen]

I guess Ive posted this pretty late. But Ill throw in my pathetic secret crush life in here. Ive had plenty of secret crushes nothing came out of those though I used to wish something good did happen. Bear with me here with some of them.

[b:ad4eb8baf4] High School[/b:ad4eb8baf4] I only had one crush throughout high school that one lasted 5 years from the time I was a freshman, she was one year younger, till we graduated. It was almost love at first sight I was walking along the corridor saw her didnt look where I was going and fell down the stairs in a less than graceful way, which got me all bruised in the physical way as well as my pride (all bruised up). We eventually ended up in the same class when I was in the second year of high school cos she had skipped one year of high school. While I always sat at the back of the class doing my usual doodles, she strategically took the seat one row in front of me and two seats to the right of me which gave me perfect view of her. I never talked to her even when we were in the same class for 4 years and the state table tennis team for 3 years, we only smiled at each other often enough and I always fouled up training shots when the coach puts her into my training group. She was also a school prefect and during breaks she would have to patrol among the students in the field while I stayed up in the classroom rushing the next periods homework, I would always look down from the fourth floor and search for her and ironically I think she felt my eyes on her or something like that and always looked up at me giving me a very sweet smile, then turns back to do her work. That was a long crush I had that I knew will never turn into anything other than just an acquaintance. Now 6 years after high school, shes probably forgotten about me.

[b:ad4eb8baf4] College[/b:ad4eb8baf4] College was a blast. I didnt have a crush on anyone for the first semester of college (too busy with the novelty that my parents were a 3 hour drive away from me and I had total freedom to do anything I wanted and always just ended up at my apartment playing computer games). But as the second semester rolled in, there was this one lecturer, she was really pretty, with all curves in all the right places, sweet and soft spoken. Not to mention very much single. I didnt notice her much even when she taught me until after a camp where certain stupid organizers forgot to assign me a bunk. So they let me share her chalet. Which made all the guys green with envy and I was really grinning at my privilege. They gave me the chalet number and I made my way there with my backpack, no one was in the chalet and *gasp* I saw her undies! Blue ones with little clouds on them! I saw that undie one other time before when I walked past her in class while she was teaching another student at the comps. Then after that I drew up enough courage to ask her out on a casual tea break. She accepted. Then every weekend I asked her out and had lunch with her everyday. I was really happy when I found that she always declined everyone elses invites. Shes still a good friend whos clueless to the fact that I had a crush on her.

[b:ad4eb8baf4] Jobless[/b:ad4eb8baf4] just before my graduation last year I discovered the kitten board. Lurked for a long time never bothered to know anyone. Never had an online crush till rather recently. Now I'm sort of secret crush free but not exactly crush free.

[b:ad4eb8baf4] Celebrities[/b:ad4eb8baf4] - Only one now... and that's Amber Benson.

[cesario21]

Oooo, cool thread! I have a secret crush (well, more like hopelessly in love with!) on my best friend. She is just wonderful; we get along like a house on fire, there's enough sparkage to light up London...but she's going out with someone else. Ah well. I'm not one to let it get me down!!

Other crushes...Gabrielle (Xena's oh so lovely sidekick) particularly in later seasons with her short hair and sai's !! Angelina Jolie, and the incredibly worthy twosome of Amber and Aly

Hmm, any Kittens I might have crushes on...I'm not saying!

Snuggles,
Pillows xxx

[scifiacid]

Hm... I think I need to get back into chat more often!

[ZipityDoDa]

I know I'm a little late in replying to this thread, but I have a crush on someone. It's been almost a year now, on and off, that I've liked this person. Well, the other day I found out that she likes me...I think it's too good to be true. *shrug* But nonetheless, I have a crush on someone....Yup.

[slayer747]

i have three secret crushes, one of them (irene) is an acquaintance from the uni, and the other two i met in two message boards (one in the KK forums of weavered.com and another one, here)

irene - we met a year and a half ago in the university and we sort of flirt in a not-really-meaning-to-flirt kind of manner (glances, smiles, half-grins, stuttering, etc). she has dark hair and eyes. 5'3" (like me... we're of the not-so-tall species) and she's got a really nice tan. she also has smile that makes me feel all lightheaded whenever she flashes it. i also like her voice, it no longer bears that squeaky kind of voice, hers is a little lower, womanly. she's really smart, and has this sort-of wild side that no one (i think) has tapped into. oh, she's also a vegetarian.

my second secret crush, she's 18 as well and is really cool and very wise. her real name is megan.

my last secret crush actually is a kitten... and if i tell, it won't be a secret anymore...

[Gatito Grande]

I'm glad other late-comers like myself keep bumping up this thread.

I too am another of the hopelessly besotted "Gabrielle" admirers/lust-poodles. Some folks got to see Renee O'Connor on stage as Lady MacBeth this past summer, but as much as I respect and drool over Renee, my [i:0ed13894a3] love[/i:0ed13894a3] is really for Gabrielle: forever in the realm of fantasy.

As far as Kittens go, I had [i:0ed13894a3] one[/i:0ed13894a3] here (and on another board). We've become good friends and have even met. But w/ her "mostly straight" and unavailable self, [b:0ed13894a3] Friends It Is.[/b:0ed13894a3]

My most memorable RL crush was this grrl I worked w/ in a coffee house. I had only been out to myself for about a year, and she was really my "first." Man, she had me coming and going! She would go through lots of men, then regale me w/ stories about her past GFs.

After I'd known her about 6 months, we were working together on my birthday. It was a slow night. She brought me back into the dishwashing area (more romantic than it sounds!) and told me "You know I like you. But I am really starting to [b:0ed13894a3] love[/b:0ed13894a3] you. I wanted you to know that." God, I was in heaven! "G___, I'm nuts about you" I blurted.

A week later, she was back w/ her latest guy. Still, I was smitten, and she could count on me to join her in all kinds of semi-romantic situations (like ski trips---heck, we even went hot tubbing together: just the two of us, in private). She invited me up to her place once, but I was too scared to make a move, and she just got stoned and fell asleep. Similarly, she kissed me on the mouth at a Fourth of July picnic, but she was drunk at the time.

A few months after that, she quit the coffee house we both worked at (without telling me first). I saw her only in passing for a few more months, then I left that city for grad school.

I stopped in at her new job the day before I left town, to tell I was outta there. She got the most [i:0ed13894a3] deeee-licious[/i:0ed13894a3] grief-struck panicky look. "Oh [GG], don't leave, we have to get together!" I said "See ya," wheeled and made my most rico suave exit.

But maybe she got the last laugh: it's over 10 years later, and I haven't forgotten her.

GG [i:0ed13894a3] I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a good crush. Reciprocation preferred![/i:0ed13894a3] Out

[ruby]

Oh, this is fun. Ruth, you always know how to bring me out of lurkdom.

In high school I had an utterly predictable crush on my soccer captain. All those hours of practice running trails in the woods...In college I had a serious, unending crush on a long-distance runner, and I would go on these long rambling runs with her just so we could talk.--even though inside I was exhausted and dying for oxygen.

Well, it's one way to get in shape.

The last time I made an ass of myself over a crush was at the hotel bar an academic conference in DC, with this woman I kept bumping into at different conferences around the country. I was wearing my best suit and drinking too much gin and...my inner James Bond came out or something. Fortunately, she had fun and just flirted back. When a guy sidled up to her and tried to buy her a drink, she just pointed and said, "Sorry, I'm with her." Which made my girlfriend, watching with amusement from across the room, laugh uproariously into her bourbon.

I agree with Tulipp that there's a special variety of "friendship crush," where you can go on and on digging somebody without it hurting at all.

As for online crushes, I have a special place in my heart for certain Kittens who are especially gifted with wit, language, and spelling. One of them might have a specific talent for doggerel verse. And that's all I'm saying.

[tommo]

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Well, I try. I've been told, in fact, that I'm [b:67689d3219] very[/b:67689d3219] trying. Uh, but I think it was my mother who said that...

Anyway. Ahem.

What does "doggerel" mean?

[ruby]

It means "pertaining to excellent smut and long descriptions of cold, wet Welsh landscapes." Oh, and "jam tarts." Like you need any more adoring fans.

No, really it's "burlesque or comic verse," often off-the-cuff and spontaneous. Like, you know, limericks.
*runs and hides*

[tommo]

Ooh. Hee. I have a crush on that person too.

And hey, I don't have adoring fans. People are ashamed that they like my stuff. As they should be.

[ruby]

*ducks her head out for a second*

Yes, but it's the good kind of shame.

[Broken hart]

i wrote about my crush a couple of pages back, but i just wanted to tell someone that she likes me back. We got in this row and suddenly from no where we'd admitted that we like each other, altho we have some problems to over come like telling my ex that i'm going with her ex but i'm very happy. Just really wanted to tell ppl i can't stop smiling!!

[Tulipp]

Dang. Are we supposed to be ashamed that we like, um, spanners and jam tarts and *looks around furtively* motorcycles and lesbians who do it in the ruins of a castle?

I didn't get that memo.

[Rosenberg]

Gee, I must have missed that memo too. Although I probably would have ignored it if I had received it. Heh.