Oh god Autumn, don't say that. I mean, that just gives folks all sorts of...well, you know what I mean. But yes, perhaps there were.
I actually liked the huge contrast between Tara's mood in the coffee shop and her mood in the bedroom later on. For me, that really underlined how deep this goes for her. Being with Willow and having her keep on saying stuff about being "friends" probably brought it all home to Tara that that's not what she wants at all. And although they're both making efforts to do just that, it's not going to work. Seeing Willow well and happy (kinda) and just the way she was when Tara first fell in love with her must have been excruciating. And I think it's only on second thoughts that Tara actually decided to go over to the Summers' house.
Some kittens have suggested that Tara turning up at Willow's bedroom was a "booty call". Well yeah, I guess if you want to see it that way then you can. But it's so much more than that. It's a call of the heart, and a call of the soul. And when something, and some[b:9aa1166bb3] one[/b:9aa1166bb3] is right for you, there's no denying it.
I think that Tara's line "You can't just go for coffee..." was probably directed at herself as well as Willow. And even in the sight of the love of her life, Tara's trying to justify the painfully slow process because she knows that's what she [b:9aa1166bb3] should[/b:9aa1166bb3] do. But how many times, in the face of being in love with someone, have any of us done what we should do? I know I haven't. Because loving someone totally is hard; it requires a lot of trust, even when that trust has already been broken once. But the feeling you get in return is the best in the world. And Amber expressed that perfectly during the kiss. Pain, sorrow, elation, need...everything.
Oh god, I've rambled. Sorry.