This weekend I met one of my absolute favourite actors, the seventh Doctor Sylvester McCoy. It was amazing! I got my picture with him and the TARDIS console from the TV movie (which cost waaaay too much, but I so don't care), he played spoons on my shoulder during a panel, he made a funny face at me, and I got to see him ask to borrow a full-size TARDIS prop for a picture and put his hat on the eyestalk of a Dalek. And his panels were amazing! In addition to playing spoons he impersonated a Dalek, zoomed all around on his wheelchair, sang, answered my question, and was just all around hilarious and awesome. Other highlights of the Convention were Jewel Staite's Q & A, where I discovered she is almost as adorable as Kaylee and is actually a fan of Firefly, all the amazing costumes I saw both at the Masquerade and throughout the weekend, and meeting new people with way more comfort and ease than I ever have before-- to the point where I came out of the weekend with 3 new sort-of-friends.
The week before the Con I spent at my mum's and despite loads of bug bites had a great time hanging out with her, and now I'm visiting home for a week before heading back to school. Last night I even stayed up until 1:30 having a great chat with my stepmum, which was especially wonderful since she and I don't always get on. All in all, life feels pretty good right now, or at least closer to good than it has in several months.
Things aren't perfect; I don't like my college or my job and sort of wish I didn't have to go back, but I'm having a great trip, and most of all I'm feeling happier about myself than I have in quite some time. I can meet people and make friends, and I can have an amazing weekend all on my own, and I can think about my ex and how much she'd have loved the con without getting bogged down in it or crying over missing her. It just feels good to finally be mostly okay inside
