My (silly) poems :)

[singgirl]

I love your poetry, it's awesome. Thanks for sharing!

Pax! -Bev

[SJ]

Great poem very visual

[pacou]

Hey Kitties



Yep, me again with an update Am I intruding or anything? I hope Im not



Thanks for all the nice-y replies



Thanks to Chellolina so you want that name huh? Im fine with it lol Thanks for your reply



Thanks Michelle I kick ass huh? Great, thats what I want Thanks for reading my poems



Thanks Pax You love my poetry? Awww Thanks a lot



And SJ Thanks for replying



okay Kitties, new poem now



Takes place directly after THE GIFT when Willow frees Tara's mind from Glory that bitch Lol and Taras point of view



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I got so lost



I couldn’t breathe

Couldn’t think

Couldn’t live



But I had to

Go on

For you



I did



With voices in my head

That wanted to destroy me

With eyes in the dark

That wanted to scare me



But I did



Because I still felt

That I had to go on

And endure everything



The voices

The eyes

The pain



For you



It was you

Who told me not to give up

Who still loved me

Who saved me



You found me



And I want to thank you

For everything

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Okay Kitties, hope you liked



-Viv-

You wanna know what my new last name is?
Forgetful... and its the invention of my English teacher....

[Tara22]

VIVLET!!!!!



as always I loved it!!!



and I particularly loved the

Quote:

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I did

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that line(s) felt very affective.



Thank you for that!

~*@.......We are the weirdest person in the world.......@*~

[pikescoob]

Viv!! You really do write some awesome poetry, thank you for posting it talk to ya soon girl



**Michelle

[SJ]

Powerful poetry

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



And again a new poem, great huh?



Tara’s point of view in TABULA RASA when that crystal breaks and all their memories come back and Tara notices what Willow did to her again…



Thanks to everybody who is reading my stuff



And to Chellolina of course Your name is awesome huh? I got a lot of creativity I’m glad you liked the peom Hey and I must repeat it but your avatar is awesome Thanks for reading



Thanks Michelle! Hey Kittie *hugs* I’m really glad you liked the poem cos I write for all of you kitties out there and it’s the best to get feedback and to know that your “work” is appreciated



And thanks to SJ Don’t wanna forget you Thanks for reading



And now the poem

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I don’t understand it

I can’t



I want to understand it

But there’s just no way



What did I do

That you hurt me so much?



What did you do

That I hurt you so much?



I don’t understand it

I trusted you

I believed in you

I loved you



I don’t understand it

I just can’t



I want to understand it

But there’s just no way

Right now



But I know that

Sometime

I will understand it



Because

I still trust you

I still believe in you

I still love you



I will understand it

Someday

And then I’ll be able

To show you all my love

Again



And forever.



I will wait.

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Take care every Kitten



–Viv-

You wanna know what my new last name is?
Forgetful... and its the invention of my English teacher....

[singgirl]

oooh, those last 2 were sad

Pax! -Bev

[pikescoob]

Viv!! *hugs* What's up girl? I love how she doesn't understand, but she knows that she will find a way to understand...and then one day that understanding will lead them together again Nice!! take care sweetie



**Michelle

[Tara22]

VIVERONI!!!!



as always you excel in the poem department!!



Thanks so much for that!!



I will second Michi in loving how you wrote the not understanding yet knowing and striving to do so cause she knows that is what they need to be one...



Your word usage is wonderful Vivlet!!



THANKS!!!



oh... and you like my avatar? this ole thing? *twirls around* why thank you!! I happen to have a soft spot for it too



Mwa to you!!



Chellolina

~*@.......We are the weirdest person in the world.......@*~

[The Pineapple Head]

My dear, I have failed you again. I cannot believe that I have missed so many updates. I shall take my lumps as you see fit. You are fabulous, as are your poems.



I think my favorite was the one from The Gift. The idea that you have to go on for something beyond yourself. There's a reason, a purpose. I have been known on more than one occassion to put someone I love before myself, beyond reason even. Certain people just inspire that in you. You need to do that for them. To be there and not let go.



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Great words

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



New poem, again



Willow’s point of view in HUSH… The first Wicca meeting and the first time a sight of Tara



Thanks to everybody who is reading my stuff



Thanks Pax for replying Yup, sad but good, right?



Thanks Michelle! yes, that’s what I thought in that episode… Tara didn’t understand it but she still loved Willow and that Tara was sure she’d get over it someday, just not that day cos she was too hurt then But Im glad you liked it



Chellobello! Thanks for replying Its great to get feedback and getting it from you is even better I’m glad you like everything



Well Diana, thanks for replying first Hmm and probably it’s my fault that you’ve missed so many ones cos if I hadn’t written them you wouldn’t have missed them So all my fault But thanks for replying Yep, the the gift poem was good Liked it a lot too



And thanks to SJ I think they’re awesome, your replies Short and good Thanks so much



And now the poem

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I feel strange

Why do I feel strange?



It’s a good strange

It’s a new strange



I feel different

Who makes me feel this way?



I guess it’s you

Someone new



Someone adorable

And yet mystical



Someone shy

And yet gentle



I feel strange

Because I feel



Something new

Someone new



And I’m not afraid

To get used to this strange feeling



Forever.

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Take care everyone



–Viv-

You wanna know what my new last name is?
Forgetful... and its the invention of my English teacher....

[pikescoob]

Viv!! Hey girl! Awwwww, this was very sweet I can relate to those words, and while I was reading I was thinking about my own experience instead...kinda cool eh? You kick ass!!



**Michelle

[SJ]

You like my short replies eh

Here's another then

Lovely poem

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



What a surprise! An update :wow Wow, now that is surprising Its in TOUGH LOVE, kinda after Tara got insane… and Willow’s point of view



Thanks to everybody who is reading my poems



Thanks Michelle! Aww, you were remembered of what you felt with your love? Then my poem must have been good Thanks for replying Talk to you soon



SJ Thanks for reading and replying first, but you know, I think that reply was waaay too long That is not the SJ that I’m used to know Next time a little shorter please Thanks for reading my dear You really kick ass! (hmm, or your replies )



And now the poem

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Why wasn’t I there?



I could have saved her

I could have rescued her



But, no, I had to go

And leave her to the darkness



Why did I do it?



Egoism

Arrogance



Is that me?

It’s not the me that I’m used to know



Why did I allow the shadows to catch her?



I have to save her

I have to rescue her



And that is me.

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Take care everybody



–Viv-

I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

[SJ]

Kick ass poem

[singgirl]

rockin, I like very much

Pax! -Bev

[pikescoob]

Viv!! Thanks for telling me you had posted another poem...loved it!! I totally agree with SJ, kick ass! It's nice even though she blames herself for what happened she's so determined to make it right Thanks for posting sweetie



**Michelle

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



And an update once again



ENTROPY this time, Willow’s POV well kinda after Tara asks that damn sexy sentence of the skipping thing-y, you know what I mean right? NOT naughty though! (I know everyone is going all “awww” now Shame on you )



Thanks to everybody who is reading my poems



Thanks SJ Yep, that’s just the reply that I want YOU kick ass my dear



Thanks singgirl A question, does that mean now you’re Pax or you’re Bev? It always confuses me And I wanna write the right name Thanks for reading, I’m glad you like it



Michelle!! Thanks for replying sweetie Its great to have you on my side lol that you like my poems Thanks



And now the poem

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Is this happening?

Is it real?

Am I here?



I am

I know it

But I can’t believe it



I was waiting for this moment

Seconds

Hours

Months

And now it is there

Finally



And I’m amazed by your beauty

Amazed by the love

That you still got for me

After

Everything

What I did to you



I can’t believe this is happening

You still want me

You still crave for me

You still need me



This is happening.

It is real.

I am here.

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Take care everybody



–Viv-

I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

[pikescoob]

Viv!! Of course I'm on your side sweetie You're a great friend plus you write some excellent poetry Wonderful description of what she was thinking and feeling at that moment....very sweet!



**Michelle

[SJ]

Gotta agree with pikescoob,very sweet

[The Pineapple Head]

Viv, I'm sorry that I keep missing your poems. I got moved at work and my new desk/computer doesn't have internet access. So no more reading updates on the kitten board for me I love the new updates and can't wait for more. The Tough Love poem kicks ass, as does the Entropy one.



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



And.... new update, yay



Hehe I just noticed that the last poem was ENTROPY too But this time Tara’s POV Maybe it fits to the TABULA RASA poem you should decide



Thanks to everybody who is reading my poems



Michelle!! Aww sweetie, thanks for replying, I’m glad you liked it muchly and thought it was sweet Thanks a lot, replies really make my day Hehe and other stuff lol But please don’t think any naughty stuff now



Thanks SJ Thanks for replying too I know its weird but I kinda always roll on the floor laughing when I read your replies lol You just make me laugh Which is good right? cos laughing is good which means you are good too..Hmm Oh, was that me, ending up in that big babbly mess? Anyway, thanks for reading



And Diana Sweetie, it’s bad that they got no internet access there *big hugs* I’d die if I couldn’t get online these days, so I’m really feeling with you here Maybe you get along replying one time later lol Thanks for replying, I’m glad you liked those



And now the poem

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A new chance.

A new start.



For us.



I knew

That I could forgive you



I still have doubts

But I guess

Those I’ll have

Always

Anyway



They say

No risk, no fun



I risked my love

For you

But I had

No fun doing that



Now

I’m risking nothing

But my stubbornness

And, truly

I have fun



I know

That there is still so much



Things that

Have to be

Discussed

Sorted out



But we will

Sort them out



We have

A new chance.

A new start.



For us.



We risk things.

But we have fun.

Only this way.

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Take care everybody



–Viv-

I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

[pikescoob]

Viv!! Now why would I think anything naughty, hehehe Awwww, sweetie, another great poem!! I'd say more but I'm feeling kinda out of it Take care girl!!



**Michelle

[SJ]

My replies make you laugh eh

Fab poem

[elessar007]

After reading this poem I feel the same way I did when Tara left in Tabula Rasa. If that was what you were aiming for then great job. Either way it is a fantastic poem. Thanks for sharing it with us.



elessar

***

"Hey, Will. This is me. It doesn't all have to be 'good' and 'fine.' This is the room where you don't have to be brave and I still love you."

[pacou]

Hello Kitten



Hmm yeah, there’s a new poem tonight



But before I go on with that I wanna say something to my last poem, which is moved off now... you may remember The “Seeing red” one… Well I’m sorry that I kinda offended against the FAQ’s, I really didn’t mean to. Hmm, well I hope that I didn’t make anyone feel bad now I just wrote the poem and actually it was supposed to become a “Tabula rasa” one but it just turned out as that poem… Of course I’m all for Willow and Tara forever happy and if I hurt somebody cos Tara wasnt alive anymore in that poem… I didn’t mean to and I’m sorry and of course I’ll take better care of my poems now and let them not turn out as a completely different one

Just needed to say that



And at least the new one is happy ENTROPY, Tara’s POV



Thanks everybody for reading my poems



Michelle!! Thanks for reading and replying sweetie and lots of thanks to SJ too





And now the poem

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I am sick of waiting

I need you

Now

And not one second later



I am sick of wasting any further time

Life is too short to waste it

But I did just that

The past months



I am sick of being strong

And sick of ignoring my feelings

That still draw me so close

To you



I am sick of being upset

It only hurts

And leads to nowhere

In the end



I am sick of so much

But I’m not sick of you

No matter what happens

I could never be sick of you

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Take care, Kitten



–Viv-

Yummy, yummy, yummy
I've got love in my tummy

[singgirl]

Yay! A new poem! Me like

Pax! -Bev

[SJ]

Viv Great poem as ever