by raspberryhat » Sun May 01, 2005 4:41 pm
Chapter 2, Draft 4b Continued...
(Interim drafts were small changes)
‘How much further?’ wondered Buffy under her breadth. They seemed to be walking through a low security area. The corridor was punctuated with doors leading off to small wards. Black iconography adorned the dirtied white doors. Buffy didn’t recognise any of the symbols, but had opened one door and poked her head through. There was nothing but broken glass and rusting hospital paraphernalia.
“Not far now,” responded Elizabeth as she peered into the gloom of the corridor.
Buffy cleared her throat. “If we run into one of those, er, things again…”
Elizabeth did not look back. “Yes?”
“Well,” Buffy suddenly felt rather awkward, “well, you’re a witch, you can do magick can’t you? Surely you’d be able to…”
Elizabeth smiled in the darkness. She understood the Slayer’s hesitance given her recent experiences with magick. She was still surprised it had taken Buffy so long to ask though. Looking behind to ensure she could still see Willow, Elizabeth said, “Just keep walking slowly and I’ll explain.”
Buffy wondered what this was about. A simple “yes” would have answered her question.
“One of the primary abilities I have is to harness and redirect power.”
“What does that mean?”
“Buffy, you’ve studied the martial arts haven’t you? Rupert told me he’s developed a hybrid fighting system with you.”
“Yeah. I am not very good with the Japanese names of the moves though. I don’t see why it matters…”
Elizabeth continued earnestly, “Has he ever taught you about an art called Ai-ki-do?”
Buffy’s brow furrowed. “Oh! Yes actually. Giles used to love to talk about these kick-ass masters because they showed what was possible for normal humans,” she grimaced, “with enough hard work! It’s all about harness your opponent’s power…oh I see. You’re talking about a sort of magick version of that?”
Elizabeth smiled to herself. “Yes, that’s exactly what I mean,” she hesitated but knew Buffy had to know, “it is my primary power though. Even if it was appropriate, I can’t attack with magick and I can do little to defend against a brute force attack.”
Buffy slowed her pace, about to stop but remembered they were trying to keep ahead of Willow, trying to keep her safe. Elizabeth had not wanted her to hear. “So…what happens if you’re attacked with powerful magick?”
Elizabeth folder her arms and kept looking straight ahead. “I can take that power and focus it, compress it, transform it and ultimately redirect it.”
“Like back onto an attacker?”
“Yes.”
“So basically any muscle bound monsters and I’m on my own?”
Elizabeth nodded again. “Yes, only, while they may be strong, developing physical strength was not the main thrust of the experimentation that went on here.”
Buffy shuddered and strolled briskly on, ahead shining the light up ahead of them. “Hey, looks like we’ve got a choice.” She stopped. “Okay. Which way? Left, right or straight up?” She waited for Elizabeth and Willow to catch up.
Elizabeth seemed to be thinking. After a moment she announced, “We need to go right.”
She pointed up ahead, as she talked, “That way leads straight to the security centre. And up there,” she pointed down the darkened left leading corridor, “is just more wards.”
Buffy looked up ahead. “So that’s where our friend could have come from?”
“It’s possible,” confirmed Elizabeth, “but we don’t know for sure.”
Willow looked down the right hand corridor, “Where does this go?” she breathed.
“Staff sleeping quarters and that leads to the maintenance and storage facilities We need to go through there. Why don’t Buffy and I carry on ahead as before?”
Willow nodded mutely.
Buffy and Elizabeth led the way down the dusty corridor.
Every fifty feet or so, a plain wooden door marked what must have been the entry to a bunk room. Buffy noticed each door had a solid looking lock. She looked up ahead and frowned. After the last bunk room door far up on the left, there was just a blank wall. “Er…are we sure this is the right way?”
“It’s a dead end!” Buffy stared at the plane white wall in confusion. “What gives?”
Elizabeth shone her flashlight over the surface of the wall carefully. Buffy watched her for a moment and then reached out her hand, made a fist and rapped on the wall. She watched in fascination as a plaster dust sparkled in the flashlight beam as it floated down towards her feet.
“It’s a mask,” said Elizabeth. She reached out her own hand towards the wall and inched her finger tips through the air over the surface of the wall. Suddenly she withdrew her hand. “It’s here.”
“What is it?” demanded Buffy.
“It’s a disguise. This place is mainly designed to keep people in, not out, but they do take some basic precautions. Here, let me show you.”
Elizabeth reached towards Buffy, lightly took her wrist and guided her hand toward the wall.
“But I just felt..”
Elizabeth shook her head. “Feel again.” As she spoke, she placed her own hand over the Slayer’s and pushed on the surface of the wall.
Buffy was shocked to see a contraction in the surface of the wall contract and then spring back as she lifted her palm away. She hesitated and then replaced her hand on the surface and let it sink inwards until she felt a change in texture and then realised her hand was touching metal. “A door?”
“Which we may need some help opening.”
Buffy pulled back her hand and examined it critically.
Willow approached the wall and peered at it herself. As she drew close she felt her skin tingle and pulled back quickly. “Oh.” She breathed deeply, trying to calm herself. “Buffy, it’s powerful, but it’s only a mask,” she glanced at Elizabeth before continuing, “Just close your eyes.”
Buffy thought she was joking at first, but Willow’s sincere expression did not waver. She shrugged her shoulders. “Okay then,” she muttered as she shut her eyes. This time when she reached out her hand she had no problem in immediately feeling the texture of the door. She groped downwards and grinned when she felt a metal doorknob. She gripped it and turned. It did not open. She smiled. “Okay, stand back.”
Buffy closed her eyes again, took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Opening her eyes slowly she stared at the location where her hand had been, fixing it in her mind. Stepping back slightly, turning her hips away from the door, she took another deep centering breath. In a smooth flowing movement she released a spinning kick to the location of the door handle. The sound of crunching wood and sheering metal followed by a delayed crash confirmed successful contact.
Buffy held her final position and opened her eyes. She smiled at the image of her horizontal thigh disappearing into the faux wall. She casually stepped through and turned to invite the others, but then realised they wouldn’t be able to see her. “Come on through.”
Willow looked at Elizabeth. “She likes to lighten the mood sometimes.”
Weakening flashlight light pierced the darkness of the room beyond.
“Where are we?” asked Buffy suspiciously.
“Power system,” answered Elizabeth.
Willow shone her flashlight towards the rear of the room where she saw a large ceased generator, sitting within a wire mesh cage. The cage had a door which appeared securely padlocked. “If this is the power room, why isn’t the engine running?
“This place hasn’t been active for years. Prisoners left here to die don’t need light.”
Willow swallowed nervously. “O-okay, so how do we get to where we’re going?”
Elizabeth reached out and guided Willow’s arm down until her flashlight was pointed towards a space in front of the cage, illuminating a small square hatch, fastened closed with two large deadbolts. “Every floor has its own generator.”
“The power rooms of each floor are all connected?”
“That’s right.”
“Isn’t that a security flaw? Couldn’t inmates escape?”
Elizabeth felt her right eye twitch as she studied Willow in the gloom, wondering if her young charge had figured out how she knew her way around here. It had not been necessary to share the details. It was just too long a story.
She offered Willow a re-assuring smile. “Nobody in the main complex could escape this way because there’s no way into the power system other than from the outside on the top level, the way we came in.”
Buffy turned around at this. “So how do we get to Antorwath then?”
Nod. “Yes. The original building was eight levels, the ninth level was added later.”
Buffy was starting to feel serious concern. “They built a whole extra level? Just for Antorwath?”
“For creatures of his ilk, yes.”
Buffy decided she wasn’t liking the sound of this one bit. While other parts of her mind weighed the possible dangers they might be walking into she asked, “And there’s a way to get from here into the ninth level?”
“Yes that’s right.”
Willow looked up sharply at this. “So there’s a way to get in to the ninth level what’s to stop him coming after us the same way?”
“The mechanism of his internment on the ninth level means there is little risk of him getting beyond his cell.”
Willow wondered what to make of that but assumed she’d soon know.
Buffy’s face was resolved. “I want to get this done. Elizabeth, I guess now we’re through into here we’re unlikely to run into any more of those bizarre experiments?”
Elizabeth shook her head. “No. Before we go down we need to prepare though.”
The Slayer raised an inquisitive eyebrow.
“Please sit Buffy,” she turned to face Willow, “you too my dear.”
Elizabeth lowered herself into a cross legged position and waited for Buffy and Willow to do likewise. Positioned at the vertices of a rough triangle, flashlights on the metal floor pointing inwards, Elizabeth studied the aura of her two companions.
When Willow had re-surfaced from her dimensional journey, her aura had been faint, but after a day’s rest, though mixed the colors had been vibrant and strong. Now though bright orange had given way to a muddy and altogether fainter umber. Streaks of indigo and blue still surfaced in the energy flow but overall the gray witch’s glow seemed weaker. Yet she did not seem physically diminished.
Buffy was different. The Slayer was infused with a fluid vermillion energy flow that just occasionally would tint towards blackness before washing back to vibrant red hues. The strength in Giles’ protégé was impressive although Elizabeth doubted she fully understood her own capability. She mused that Buffy might well understand herself better after what she was going to have to do next.
“When we get to the ninth level, we’ll need to retrieve the artefact from Antorwath, but it won’t be easy.”
“But I thought he was basically harmless while he was bound by it,” said Buffy, confused.
Elizabeth nodded. “The thing is, while that’s true there are…complications.”
Buffy sighed.
“The artefact not only absorbs energy, it’s attracted to energy. With every breath he draws power from the environment and the artefact draws closer to him to better absorb that power. Even though he can’t use it, an incredible amount of power flows through him.”
Buffy hesitated before speaking the words that her increasingly fatalistic intuition were forming in her mind. “So we have to kill him?”
“There’s really no other way. If we tried to pacify him and take it from him, as soon as he came around he’d be an unprecedented danger to the world.”
Willow shook her head angrily. “Surely, if he was made like this, he can be unmade without being killed? It doesn’t seem right. This was done to him. It wasn’t his fault.”
“Willow’s you’re compassion is admirable, but the original boy…there’s nothing left.”
“This was done to him as a child?” asked Willow horrified.
Elizabeth nodded. “I am sorry, it’s a long and tragic story which we just don’t have time for now. For now we need to get ready to deal with this situation.”
Willow continued studying the metal flooring.
“What do I have to do?” asked Buffy.
“With the magick that runs through him, physical strength alone won’t be enough to kill him. However, there is a spell which can be used to, well the best way to describe it is it’ll allow you to channel your innate power more directly. It adds a kind of magickal after-touch to your physical power.”
Buffy pondered the meaning of this. “So, you do this spell on me and then what?”
“Simple, you do what you do, but your physical assault will be, enhanced.”
Buffy glanced nervously at Willow before asking Elizabeth, “Should we be doing magick in front of Willow?”
She managed a small grin as she saw Willow give her a half-hearted withering look.
“This will be so focussed that it should not cause a problem. However,” she turned her attention to Willow, “it would be best if she keeps back from things.”
Willow got up awkwardly and backed into the shadows.
Buffy tensed though she wasn’t sure why. “Will this take long?”
“Not at all. Please just sit still and close your eyes. Slow your breathing as if in meditation.”
At first, Buffy found it difficult to lower her guard. Yet after a while the quiet closeness of the room and Elizabeth’s matched, quiet breathing allowed her own body to begin to relax.
Willow watched in fascination as Elizabeth eased Buffy into a state of meditation. She blinked her eyes trying to see better in the near darkness. Her lips parted in surprise as she realised the red specks she’d thought were stars from her own eyes, were actually tiny dancing whorls of Buffy’s aura.
Elizabeth began a near sub-aural chant and as she did so Buffy’s aura began to glow brighter until her whole body was surrounded by deep flaming reds and negative delineations of deep black. Despite herself, Willow was astonished at the deep well of power flowing from the Slayer. She knew Buffy understood the principle that her power had a magickal quality but that the she’d had chosen never to pursue an understanding of it, preferring to leave all things magick to her. Willow wanted to move closer, to reach out and put her hand in the flow, but she managed to check her instinct.
The guttural chant grew louder. Willow didn’t recognise the dialect although it had cadences that reminded her of the ancient demon tongues she’d imbibed. She had to trust Elizabeth knew what she was doing.
Elizabeth raised her chant further and the energy flowing around and within Buffy swelled until the light was so bright it was difficult to see the diminutive figure at the centre of the rushing flow. Suddenly Elizabeth thrust her right hand straight into the centre of the flow. Her hand became engulfed by color and organic tendrils began to crawl over her hand and up her wrist.
Elizabeth watched the energy snake its way across her skin and smiled. She looked straight into the centre of the flames and uttered one word; “Novo!” As the words escaped her lips, she formed her hand into a fist and started to withdraw it from the energy flow. As she withdrew, the weak tendrils of red that griped her wrist seemed to pull, trying to resist her egress. She did not react with force, but breathed, focussing her own energy and withdrew her hand from the flames.
As soon as her hand was free, the cadmium energy evaporated, popping and sparking in the darkness until the only remaining illumination was from the flickering flashlight. Buffy opened her eyes and looked at Elizabeth, who smiled serenely back.
“I feel…different?”
Elizabeth nodded. “You should. What do you feel?”
“It’s hard to describe.”
“Try.”
“Well, it’s a bit like I’ve just had four espressos. I feel kinda tingly like, kinda fired up.”
Elizabeth nodded. “When the time comes, just trust your instincts. You’ll know what to do.”
“So nice and obvious then.”
Elizabeth ignored the sarcastic quip.
Willow stood up and approached Buffy. “Hey, you okay?”
“Yeah…you?”
Willow nodded, but Buffy saw the concern and fear in her eyes. “Will, I’m good. I am ready for this thing. Whatever it is.”
Willow swallowed. “You may be. I’m not sure I am.”
Elizabeth cleared her throat. “I am sorry, but we need to get going.”
“I’ll go first,” volunteered Buffy.
<>
By the fourth floor, Willow was breathing hard. A small part of her mind reflected she should have spent a bit more time at least thinking about going to the gym. However much running away they did from vampires or however vigorous the evil fighting, it just never seemed to get any easier.
Getting the rusted hatches open, even with Buffy’s Slayer strength had taken their combined effort. Below each hatchway, a ladder led into the darkness which had meant climbing very slowly and carefully. Everything was rusty and they’d agreed Buffy would go down first to each floor since she was the lightest and there was less chance of the ladder breaking under her weight. Each level had seemed a very long way down.
Hands on hips, breathing in lungfuls of life restoring air, Willow watched Buffy disappear confidently down the ladder towards the fifth level. Elizabeth followed, stepping onto the ladder and carefully descending each rung. Willow didn’t want to be alone in this place. She wondered what might be lurking in the shadows. As if on cue, she heard a deep groaning sound from somewhere close by, followed by a kind of laboured, rasping breathing.
In the face of panic, logic sometimes came to Willow’s rescue. She found that analytical part of her mind offering the likelihood that sound carried through this building quite well and what she’d heard was probably another one of the things Buffy had run into earlier. This power system they were in was segregated from the main complex where those things were wondering around, so logically they were safe in here…Although she liked her own reasoning, she didn’t want to hang around any longer than necessary. The logician in her head also told her that some monsters might be able to break through walls. As she saw Elizabeth’s head disappear into the darkness, she called out “Wait for me!” and began to lower herself through the hatch.
***
Abraham closed his eyes and concentrated his mind in the darkness.
“Raphael. They have passed the fifth level.”
Abraham waited, wondering if he’d been heard.
“How?”
“The old Teacher, she knew a way.”
“What way?”
“There’s a series of rooms built into the fabric of the structure and a secret entrance on the top level.”
Raphael paused to consider this. He wondered why he hadn’t been warned of this possibility. Surely Mr White must have been aware this could happen. After a moment, he returned the thought; “You know what to do.”
“I know, but I’ve projected through. I will only be able to physically confront them on the ninth. The part of the structure they’re in does not reconnect with the main complex until the ninth.”
“Do not reach their goal.”
“I understand.”
Raphael wondered if the young acolyte was up to the task. Best of a generation supposedly. Well it wasn’t his problem if it went wrong. He hadn’t been given all the facts. Let Mr White clean up the blood. He reached out with his mind and felt the crawling presence of the other inhabitants of the institution. Not that they’d help now. Putting them back in their cells was a waste of effort. If they didn’t kill the intruders, much easier to just let them kill each other.
***
When Willow landed her booted left foot on the rusty metal floor of the eighth level, she was breathing heavily. She held up her hands. “Time out! I need to rest a minute.”
Elizabeth looked over to her and nodded. “We need to stop here anyway. Buffy, we need to talk about how we deal with the next level.”
“Uh-huh,” replied the distracted Slayer. Elizabeth watched her inspecting the room.
Willow mustered her courage and asked, “What about me? Does ‘we’ not include me?”
“Willow I am sorry, we don’t know what we’re going to find. It would not be prudent for you to come down until we’ve ascertained it’s safe.”
Feeling inadequate and a bane on those around her, Willow managed to nod her agreement. “Okay, I guess.” She shone her flashlight around the room trying to distract herself. It really was just like others. Caged power generator towards the opposite end. Small wooden tool cupboard on the left-hand wall, next to the cage. She leaned against the wall behind the ladder and stared at the quiet bulk of caged metal that used to help provide power to this place.
Breathing out, she slid down until she was seated comfortably on the floor, knees hugged close to her chest. Closing her eyes she tried to regain some composure and quell her nerves. A sudden thud and her eyes snapped wide open. A heavy door being closed? Except there weren’t any doors in the compact power room. She looked around quickly to see if Buffy or Elizabeth had heard it. Yet she found herself alone.
Standing, mind unwilling to accept she could actually be alone, she turned around, shining her flashlight into the darkness. Her eyes had been closed for only a moment, if they’d gone anywhere she would have heard. Shivering, she began to realise the quality of the space she was in had changed. The clammy and dust filled claustrophobia of the power system had given way to a cooler air and a somehow thicker darkness. Shining the beam of her flashlight straight ahead, she could no longer see the opposite wall of the room or the ladder. All she could see was she was alone in the darkness.
Her heart palpitated. “Elizabeth?” She was answered only by distant, timorous echoes. A prescient acidic dread rose in her chest. She had not performed any magick, yet to move through a moment and suddenly be lost, it felt just like the dimensional transition that had taken her to that hell place underneath the streets of London. Something was still very wrong with her. The cleansing at the stones seemed long ago.
She heard the muffled stutter of a generator, followed by a metallic rattle as far above, a cluster of wire covered lights began to glare. Their glow was weak, sufficient only to light the space around her in a washed out green.
Then, rapidly approaching voices. Looking left, Willow saw an orderly emerging from the darkness, pushing a wheelchair in which sat a boy of perhaps seven, maybe eight years. His black hair lay lank across an anaemic forehead. Behind the orderly came two figures, both dressed in grey robes, faces occluded by deep, layered cowling. They were conversing, gesturing occasionally towards the boy.
As they approached, Willow looked desperately for some way to conceal herself. Surely they would see her. Yet as they drew near, the boy continued to stare off into space and the doctors did not break the flow of their conversation. “Let’s lock him down for tonight. We’ll give him a shot of the new formulation in the morning.”
And then the voices were receding as they carried on deeper into the darkness. The figures seemed to recede too quickly. Something was wrong with the space here. Her heart beat faster again as she found herself alone and frightened.
“Willow?!”
Willow opened her eyes. There was a throbbing pain in the back of her head. She realised she was lying on the ground. Elizabeth was peering into her face, eyes concerned. ”W-what happened?” she asked.
“You collapsed.”
Willow blinked rapidly and sat up. Suddenly she remembered the little boy.
“Some kind of episode? A hallucination?” asked Elizabeth shrewdly.
Sullen, Willow looked away. “I thought they’d stopped.”
“Willow, I am sorry.”
“The voices are quiet. I don’t hear them.”
“I know dear. I’d hoped…”
Willow looked into her would-be mentor’s face and saw the usual ellipsis replaced with undisguised sympathy. “What did you hope?”
“I hoped it wouldn’t be this hard for you.”
Willow managed a small smile. “Elizabeth, please tell me.”
Elizabeth gathered herself for Willow’s reaction, “Some of the effects, some of the changes you went through are probably permanent. The amount of magick you’ve worked has weakened your connection to this world. It may no longer take the actual working of a spell to trigger an episode or a transition.” To her surprise, Willow didn’t seem at all surprised, just contemplative.
“I need a way to remember my sin.”
“Willow, we will talk about this, but right now, you need to tell me what you saw.”
Willow looked up at her would-be mentor and tried to trust. “I saw a little boy.”
Shocked Elizabeth stared at Willow, and tried to keep her voice calm as she re-iterated; “You, saw…Willow tell me exactly did he look like?”
Willow didn’t like the tone of fear in Elizabeth’s voice. Until now she had been all confidence but now something else entirely manifested in her voice.
“Willow, what did he look like?”
“He had black hair. And…”, she closed her eyes, “a wheelchair, I think he was going to have some kind of procedure. They were talking about a drug or something.”
“What made you think that?”
“There were people with him, doctors.”
Elizabeth could hardly bring herself to ask, but managed to phrase the question; “Did you hear what they were saying?”
“They said something about trying out a new ‘formulation’.”
Elizabeth’s eyes clouded and Willow thought she was about to cry. “What is it? What does it mean?”
Elizabeth rubbed her eyes, and suddenly felt very tired. She breathed in and gathered herself. “Willow that means you saw Antorwath, as a boy. The new formulation would have been the last stage of his treatment.”
“But you told us he was brought here forty something years ago. I’ve seen…other dimensions, but never other times.”
“Willow, time doesn’t run at the same speed in every dimension.”
Buffy cleared her throat. “Look I am sorry to interrupt this, but what does any of this have to do with what we’re here for?”
Elizabeth turned to her temporary Slayer. “It just means my worst fears were confirmed for what they’ve done to him and how dangerous he is.”
“But it doesn’t change what we’ve got to do does it?” urged Buffy.
Elizabeth’s lip’s tightened. “No…no it doesn’t.”
“So it’s down there then?” asked Buffy pointing towards the last trap door.
“Down there,” came the unequivocal response.
“Okay, I go through first. You come down when I say and Willow stays here til it’s definitely all clear and we need to get the artefact on her.”
Elizabeth nodded.
“Willow?”
“Huh?”
Willow had taken a step away from the trapdoor and sat down again. She’d felt a wave of sadness wash over her at the fate of the boy. It was in the past, but he’d looked innocent like he didn’t know what was being done to him. She thought about Abi and wondered if this was anything like what she’d gone through. She hardly dared think about how this sort of thing could still be happening.
Buffy repeated slowly with forced gentleness, “Willow, do you agree?”
Willow tried to make her answer business like, not betraying the fear she felt. “Let’s get it over with.”
***
“Last time I was here, things were…busier.” Mr White pulled a white cloth from his pocket and dabbed at a bead of sweat on his forehead.
Antorwath managed a kind of pained rasping sound in response. Despite the apparent difficulty of communication, Mr White saw scabbed, dry lips pull into a warped, mirthless smile. As though clearly spoken, the words formed and echoed within Mr White’s mind. “Your masters seemed to lose their appetite for what they did here.”
Mr White smiled, unperturbed. “We have to move with the times. Different politics create different ethics.”
“Why are you here?”
“They’re coming for you.”
Antorwath showed no fear in this remark. “You came here personally to tell me that?”
“No, I came to observe our greatest achievement one last time.”
“You’re proud of me? So proud you keep me hidden in here?” Although the genteel smile remained, the tone of the sound was bitter, betrayed. “You promised me so much.”
“You know why you are here.” Mr White thought he saw the gentle smile tick up into a smirk. “And like I said, times change. We have to be more subtle now, more circumspect. You were the key. The trailblazer. With you, we learned what was possible. We’re still working with the basic principles we proved with you.”
The old man appraised his prisoner without fear. “Tell me though, how is it you look the way you do? You’ve been here a long time. You should be older than me, yet I’ve not seen you age a day since…”
“Since the last treatment. Since before it all stopped.”
“Yes that’s right.” Mr White stroked his chin thoughtfully.
“I think you might consider my appearance a side effect.”
Mr White smiled. “Interesting.” He reached out a hand and, surprised at himself, hesitated before pressing his index finger against the cloth covering the man’s chest. Through the material, he felt a tingling sensation as residual energy emanated from the artefact. “They want that.”
Antorwath’s crooked smile remained. “Yes. They are of course very welcome to have it.”
“They may take it from you forcibly.”
“They may.”
***
Buffy pulled back the bolts on the trap door, then lifted the rusted metal handle that was recessed in the door itself. She took a firm grip, braced herself and slowly pulled back on the handle. The metal groaned but to her surprise released more easily than the previous doors had. Elizabeth had said this floor had been a new addition to the building. ‘Not had as long to rust closed,’ she reasoned.
She looked around and cautioned the others with her arm. She didn’t want them anywhere near whatever may be lurking below. One hand holding the trapdoor open, she carefully reached her other hand out for the flashlight that lay on the floor. Her fingers wrapped around the cold metal and she directed the beam into the hole. It was probably her imagination but the darkness seamed heavier having an almost liquid quality. The light barely penetrated, showing very little of what lay below.
“Er, Elizabeth? A little help here? I don’t really want to fight by flashlight. It kinda makes it difficult to hold a weapon!”
“No, no, of course not,” said Elizabeth as she began to rummage through the contents of her pack.
Buffy watched Elizabeth removed what looked like a good size lump of granite. “What’s that for?”
“For light.”
“You’re going to light the way with a rock?” asked the Slayer incredulously, “I think I’ll take my chances in the dark.”
Elizabeth looked up at her but didn’t respond. She held the rock out before her, both hands clasped over the rough surface. After a moment, Buffy saw a reddish light emanating from beneath Elizabeth’s hands and then start to spread out and radiate from within the rock itself. When Elizabeth opened her eyes, the rock was emitting a warm reddish flow from all over.
Buffy got the idea but wasn’t convinced it would be any better than flashlight. “Er…”
Elizabeth held up a hand. “Just watch.”
Elizabeth knelt by the opening to the ninth level and dropped the rock. As Buffy watched the stone fall, she saw it began to glow brighter, illuminating the space around it. The magick-lantern hit bottom about thirty feet down, throwing up dust moats that hung in the air, obscuring the bottom few rungs of the ladder in a reddish haze.
“That’s a lot further down than the previous floors,” cautioned Buffy.
“Buffy, remember your instincts. The magick will focus your power in ways that might, surprise you at first.”
The Slayer raised an eyebrow. “If it helps keep him down, I’m just going to keep on doing it.”
Elizabeth, managed a nervous smile. “Okay.”
Buffy looked at Willow, offering what she hoped was a re-assuring smile. Willow smiled back and whispered, “Go.”
Buffy lowered herself until she was sitting on the edge of the trapdoor, feet dangling below. Slowly, she lowered herself through, careful to avoid catching her sword on the perimeter of the hatchway. When her feet caught purchase on the ladder below, she adjusted her stance and started to climb down.
Peering into the red mist, Buffy gingerly lowered her foot, seeking the ground. Even though she knew bottom should only be a little way down, the mist made it impossible to see the ground and she wanted to land securely. She breathed a sigh of relief as she felt her boot make contact with the ground and in one fluid movement, allowed herself to drop the rest of her weight from the ladder, landing in a fighting stance and drawing her sword.
The room was different to those above. No power generating equipment here. Just a roughly square room of stone walls, and a door. As she turned, Buffy noticed her movements sending more dust into the air, making the reddish mist swirl higher, until it almost came to her waist. She wondered about the stuff on the floor.
The only option was the door. Buffy looked up and saw way above, Elizabeth’s concerned face. She did not see Willow. She turned and approached the door, trying as she went not to throw up any more dust.
The heavy oak door had a simple wrought iron handle which to Buffy’s surprise turned easily. She pushed the door open with her left hand. Again darkness. She turned, about to retrieve the light-rock, but stopped as she heard a sound come from within the room beyond. Turning her attention back into the darkness, she listened and as she strained to hear, stepped slowly back through the doorway and into the red ante room.
A point of yellow light flared in the darkness beyond. Without being certain of what she was seeing, instinctively, she stepped sideways so that whoever came in wouldn’t be able to see her. Moments later a blade slashed through the air where she’d been standing.
Buffy jumped further back and gasped when she saw her aggressor enter. Human, bald, swathed in multi-hued robes, tied tight at the waist. The thing that disturbed the Slayer was that around his bald skull was what she could only describe as an mauve colored halo of energy which swirled and flared as he moved.
His eyes tracked her movements minutely. He stood up straight. “Leave now and I won’t hurt you.”
Buffy raised an eyebrow. Given the situation and his rather intimidating appearance, she hadn’t expected to be offered an escape clause. It didn’t make any difference. “What’s the matter, afraid you can’t stop a little girl like me?”
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he repeated.
Buffy stood her ground and locked her expression with his.
“I understand, I am sorry.” As he spoke the, the halo around his head flared and split into a rainbow of color. He breathed in deeply and his body seemed to shimmer and swell. As he exhaled, six shadow forms, each a different color, a translucent projection of the original, detached themselves from his body and spread out around the room.
Aware of the movement around her, Buffy kept her eyes trained on the shadow progenitor. She watched him step closer, the tip of his sword oscillating through a gentle curve as he searched for an opening in her defence.
Buffy could see that the phantom swordsmen spread out around her mirrored his movement. Despite their insubstantial appearance she assumed these shadow-men could touch her, kill her just as well as their owner. The situation felt a great deal more dangerous. Then a smile pulled at her lips. She had an advantage of her own. Although she wasn’t quite sure how it worked, she’d get to find out just exactly what it was that Elizabeth’s magick had done for her. Addressing the swords men’s progenitor, she asked, “What’s your name?”
“My name is Abraham.”
“Okay Abraham. I’m sorry too. You seem like a decent guy…guys…whatever.” As she spoke, Buffy drew her blade back in a wide sweeping motion and began to execute a swift leaping stride toward Abraham’s left flank, swinging the blade at his neckline as she moved. She was amazed at her own speed and further amazed that Abraham was still looking at the position where she’d been standing as she moved and her blade neared its target.
The air shimmered azure. As she seemed to move faster, his movement seemed to slow even more. She watched in fascination as he turned fearfully towards her and as realisation of what was to come dawned, he threw himself away from her in a protective manoeuvre that narrowly avoider her blade.
Then she was still. Her blade had not connected, but she was now watching Abraham crouching several feet away from her, watching her. The swordsmen had widened their circle and were no longer moving towards her. They did seem able to move independently of their master, but they kept their distance.
Abraham got up slowly, watching her all the time. “How did you…”
Buffy smiled as she realised that what she’d done was actually from her own innate power, just bought to the surface by Elizabeth’s ministration. “Do you still want to do this?” she asked.
Abraham’s expression hardened. “I must finish my task or die.”
How many times had she heard that? Somehow this felt wrong, but she was here for a purpose and his purpose was obviously to prevent her reaching her goal.
He let out a piercing cry as he raised his own weapon and with more than human speed moved towards and around her. As he moved his shadow selves closed in, swords raised in varying positions of attack.
Buffy shut her eyes and felt the seconds stretch out and her perception sharpen even further. She saw the room in her mind’s eye and impressionistic ghost figures gliding very slowly towards her. They moved so gradually, it was easy to evade their attacks and plot her own. She inhaled deeply and raised her sword to shoulder height. Black energy tinged with silver traced a complex locus through the air around her weapon. Her sword cut through the filmy ghost figures leaving just trails of shining gossamer hanging in the air. And then there was only him. His aura glowed a multitude of colors as he drew himself up. But she could see his intent so far ahead, a simple movement and she was before him and her final cut entered, stopping him dead.
Buffy opened her and observed the still figure at her feet. Her skin tingled as the energy that had risen within her began to subside. She’d felt something like it before. At times when she’d fought for her life. In extreme moments. This was stronger, much more primal. She felt no joy at her victory. She felt little besides her own power. Standing, Buffy looked up the ladder and again saw Elizabeth’s concerned face. “You’d better get down here.”
After the commotion of the fight, the whole room, seemed a dusty chemical red. “What is that on the floor?” asked Buffy.
Elizabeth looked up from surveying the body. “Just dust Buffy, nothing more. This place hasn’t been opened for a long time.” She turned back to her consideration of the body. “There’ll be another one here. Somewhere.”
“What some kind of demoney symbiosis?” joked Buffy.
Elizabeth shook her head. “No, just standard procedure. The other one’s probably in the guard control room. We should expect trouble.”
“When’s Willow going to come down?” enquired Buffy.
“When we’ve ascertained the situation.” Elizabeth looked ahead into the dark room that lay beyond the doorway. She walked to the base of the ladder and felt around for the light-rock. After a moment, she stood up, gripping the object in her hand. She started to open her pack to replace the item.
“Won’t we need that?” asked Buffy.
“Not now that I’m here. I just wanted a way for you to see while I stayed up there with Willow.”
“You knew something like this might happen? That there might be people trying to stop us?”
“I suspected, yes.”
“Why didn’t you say?”
“I didn’t want to worry you. And I didn’t know for sure. Whoever’s here can’t be any worse than the remaining inhabitants.”
Buffy sort of saw a logic in that but still didn’t feel totally comfortable with Elizabeth’s circumspection.
“Before we go in there,” said Buffy, “I want to know one more thing.”
“Just ask,” said Elizabeth.
“If things get bad in there and I can’t do what needs to be done, will you be able to use magick to help?”
Buffy, “Magick would be of little help. I could attack him with magickal energy, but the artefact would absorb most of the power before it could really effect him. Also I don’t want to be using magick around Willow any more than necessary.”
“Okay then. So no pressure.”
“Are you ready Buffy?”
The Slayer nodded.
Elizabeth looked up the ladder where she saw the worried face of a young woman who seemed so lost and whom she very much wanted to help. She smiled. “Wait for my call, Willow.”
Willow nodded, she didn’t like sitting on her own in a nearly dark room of an ancient and creepy building, just waiting for something to happen. She played the flashlight down into the room and watched Elizabeth talking to Buffy. After a moment, Elizabeth stepped back and cast her hands wide. Willow felt the power, but it was somewhat diminished at this distance. She watched the room below fill with a warm yellow light, emanating from Elizabeth herself.
“Shall we then?” asked the Slayer.
<>
Buffy waved her hand through the air to try to get dust away from her eyes. The room felt a lot less claustrophobic with the warm illumination Elizabeth had created. Light flooded into the doorway, breaking a sliver of yellow into the blackness of the room beyond.
As they walked toward the door, the darkness of the next room seemed to recede and Buffy realised the light was flooding gently out where ever Elizabeth moved. “How do you do that?”
Elizabeth smiled. “I just ask,” came the enigmatic response.
On the threshold, Buffy hesitated. She looked at Elizabeth one last time then looking ahead, raised her sword and stepped through. Elizabeth followed quickly after, casting her warmth into the room.
What Buffy had thought was as a room was, she could now see a large chamber. In such a large darkened space, Buffy saw that Elizabeth’s light effected a large but not indefinite space. She could see darkness tinge the surface of the warm sphere of light that surrounded them.
“What the hell kind of place is this?” asked Buffy.
“It’s where they’ve interned Antorwath since his treatment. This place was built for him.
“So where is he?”
“This way, towards the back of the chamber,” said Elizabeth as she started to walk ahead of Buffy, foot steps echoing noisily on the hard stone floor. After a minute or so of walking, Elizabeth’s light revealed a large metallic structure. A cell. As they drew closer, she saw the metal was formed into a hexagonal latticework. Elizabeth stopped a few feet from the edge. Buffy stood with her shoulder to shoulder. Her light bathed the cell in yellow warmth, revealing an unpleasant squalor.
The cage was big, perhaps fifty feet square and equally high. Something about the construction struck Buffy as odd. The cage was rusted but that was just like everything else here. Abruptly it struck her. There was no door. It was literally a large iron cube.
Sitting in the centre of the cage on a wooden bench was an old man. Dirtied grey cloth hung from his emaciated form. Lank strands of gray hair tumbled from the side of his pate. “So you’re him.” Buffy jumped as, like he’d heard the thought, he turned to look at her. She felt uncomfortable under his appraising gaze. Despite his dishevelled appearance his eyes were intense and his look penetrating. But then he shifted focus to Elizabeth and smiled. Buffy saw that his teeth were rotted and dirty.
“Elizabeth Brown. I knew you’d come back.”
Buffy looked from Antorwath to Elizabeth and realised that the words had formed in her own mind without the man actually speaking. She was not unfamiliar with telepathy. Sometimes when all the scoobies went into battle, Willow would take up an elevated position and use telepathic communication to help coordinate the fight.
Again, the old man flicked his glance to Buffy and inclined his head slightly, lips drawing upward into a small smile of mock deference. She found she could not keep the disdain from her expression. Yet he didn’t react, he simply turned back to Elizabeth.
Buffy also turned to her companion and cleared her throat. “You know him? You never said you knew him.”
“Elizabeth and I used to be friends.”
Before Buffy could ask the meaning of that particular statement, Elizabeth countered; “I don’t think friendship is the way most people would describe our relationship.”
Antorwath nodded, smiling genially. “But you’ve done so much for me, made me the way I am, given me all I have.” He gestured expansively to his torn clothes and austere surroundings.
Elizabeth didn’t answer, she just watched the animus in his face and waited.
He went on, “No, no perhaps you’re right. Perhaps, let’s see…perhaps doctor and patient would be a better way to describe our relationship?” His smile widened as he saw the pain flicker across Elizabeth’s expression.
Buffy took half a step away from Elizabeth, realising there was much more to this than she knew. She wanted to ask but now was not the time for a confessional. She watched Elizabeth and then allowed her glance to travel across to her interlocutor. Her sharp eyes picked up the small bulge under his shirt.
Elizabeth composed herself, effecting an air of moderate disdain for his words. “Anthony, I tried to help you. Some part of you knows that.”
Antorwath looked away at the sound of the name. “Nobody’s called me that for a long time. I can’t even say it anymore. My voice doesn’t work well. I can only manage the name they call me now.”
Elizabeth’s expression was unrepentant. “I wasn’t responsible for what they did to you. I didn’t make you what you are.”
Again his gaze was on her, “But what they wrought…me, all the pathetic creatures in this place! It was your research that showed them the way. To get what they wanted, it was just a case of doing enough experiments. Except enough was never enough.”
Elizabeth averted her own gaze. “I know that…but Anthony, you still had free will. You did not have to follow their orders so…willingly or with such vigour. You took on the mantle of what they christened you Anthony.”
“No…you’re right, I did do what they said. I enjoyed the power.”
Elizabeth could barely restrain her emotions at the knowledge of what she’d helped create.
“Anthony is dead now. He is past.”
“Then do you know why I am here?”
Antorwath ripped his shirt open with one hand. Buffy was sickened to see that the protrusion she’d spotted earlier was the tip of a small black rock buried deep in his flesh and surrounded by darkened veins that even now she could see throbbed grotesquely as the artefact absorbed his power.
“I know what you want. You want this,” he indicated the artefact, “you need this for her.”
Elizabeth felt wheels turning in her mind and didn’t like the thoughts they were forming. “I see you are not completely devoid of power,” she intoned.
“I’ve had years to understand the nature of my imprisonment. Little things like foresight come easily enough.” As he spoke, he looked down at his chest and caressed the artefact buried in his flesh. Elizabeth saw the tip of his finger begin to blacken as he ran it over the surface of the rock. “This thing prevents me from exercising my power, but it does not retard my perception. I felt her when her power arose. It was…almost blinding.”
He looked back up at her and smiled. “You should be careful, you may have found someone even more dangerous than me.” Antorwath smiled again and stood up. He approached the wall of the cage and threaded his rough hewn fingers through the metal, staring at her intently.
Elizabeth looked away. Then she turned to Buffy. “You know what you have to do.”
The Slayer nodded as she focussed her attention on the cage.
Antorwath smiled. “I’ve waited for this day.”
Buffy gritted her teeth, raised her sword and swung with all her might towards the cage. Moments later, a crash and a large curved slab of rusted iron lay on the floor in front of the cage. Where the metal had been, a large hole gaped back at them. Buffy was still, breathing hard, her sword by her side.
Antorwath had stepped back swiftly and stood his ground in the centre of the cage. Buffy stepped through the opening and moved slowly towards him. His gaze followed her, a slight smile playing at the corner of his lips. He seemed to make no move to defend himself.
As she raised her sword, he intoned, “The witch is powerful. The world will change around her.”
“Is that so?” said Buffy as she lifted her sword again. Just as before, she felt the world around her slow. With detached precision and total confidence of victory her weapon swept through the air in a movement that could only result in separating her enemy’s body from its head.
Yet the blade did not connect. Instead a howling whirlwind blew up from nowhere causing her to stagger backwards, struggling to maintain her balance. Centred on Antorwath, the wind whipped at his impassive features as he looked up to the top of the growing twister. Dark particulates began to form in the wind, quickly thickening the twisting funnel of air into a smoky pall through which the skinny figure of Antorwath could only just be seen.
The blackening air stung her eyes and Buffy dropped her sword and raised her arm to her face, trying to protect her eyes. She couldn’t tell where Elizabeth was, all she could do was back up to where she thought the edge of the cage lay, feeling for the hole through which she’d entered. As she felt the metal against her, everything changed. The wind was gone as was the bleak ninth level of the place that used to be a so called hospital. Buffy knew what she was seeing wasn’t real. It couldn’t be.
She was in Sunnydale, under a clear blue morning sky. Up ahead she could see the Magic Box. Standing in the doorway, Giles gave her a welcoming smile as he turned the shop sign from ‘Closed’ to ‘Open’. Warmth bloomed in her as he smiled back happily. The training session this morning promised hard work, but would she knew be rewarding. The recent weeks had been testing, but as Giles had worked her through his newest training program, she’d seen tangible improvements in her skills and focus. And word had clearly spread. Vampires were starting to run away rather than engage her. The world felt in balance and it was partly due to her.
She strolled up to the shop door and entered. Panic and confusion flooded her mind at the sight that greeted her. The well kempt store front gave way to burnt destruction on the interior. Part of the first floor ceiling had caved in, rubble and splintered wood lay strewn across the once well cared for shop floor. The place reeked of smoke. Then she saw Giles, bloodied body lying within the rubble. The panic within her rose like bile but something deeper inside, a core consciousness folded the emotion, twisted and formed it into something more calculated, more aware. She looked slowly around the shop again and then back out the door. Realisation dawned. What she was seeing was what Willow had wrought in her desperate confused search for revenge. Seeing her mentor near death burned her heart like nothing else she’d experienced, yet she knew that he had survived.
Stepping back, lifting her feet over fallen masonry, Buffy exited the shop. The pleasant morning sunshine was gone, replaced by night and an oppressive humidity. The streets were deserted. Buffy tried to remember what she was doing here and as she concentrated her mind gained further clarity.
The world inside the shop hadn’t been real. Buffy closed her eyes and concentrated. The destruction of the Magic Box had been weeks before. Anya was already planning how to rebuild the shop with the money she’d extorted from the recalcitrant insurance company. Giles had survived. She’d spoken to him just hours ago. On the way to help Willow. To help retrieve an artefact from a monster…
Buffy opened her eyes and was greeted by the sight of a Antorwath, standing where she now remembered he had been, in the centre of his cell. The wind had gone, it just felt unpleasantly warm. She could see perspiration running down his cheeks. His eyes snapped open and he looked at her in surprise.
“You’re different,” he stuttered.
“Different? Hmm. Maybe,” mused Buffy feigning companionable curiosity. “Perhaps it had something to do with a little magick my friend Elizabeth used earlier to help me understand my own gifts better?”
“What exactly are you?”
“Oh, just your regular, every day Vampire Slayer, sister, friend…and all round good-guy, girl, whatever.”
“You’re too powerful to be of the Slayer line…”
“Is that so?”
“You have such darkness in you.”
Buffy laughed dismissively. “That? Yeah well I know about that. It doesn’t make me evil.”
The tone of his voice dropped. “No, but it means you can be…bad.”
Buffy did not respond so readily this time.
“It means you can do things you wouldn’t want to tell people about. Keep secrets, use others, let people die, kill without mercy…”
Buffy felt shame. She’d done so many things on instinct or in selfish need. She’d not been sensitive to the needs of those around her. Willow had gone completely off the rails and she’d not stopped it. But that was because…of what Willow had done to her, pulling her out of heaven or where ever had hurt like nothing else she could describe. Anyone would have reacted the same way, except, she wasn’t supposed to be just anyone, she was supposed to be strong, to understand, yet at the bottom of it all she knew she understood so little. She hadn’t understood when her father had left and when her mother had been taken from her by cancer, leaving her to cope on her own. She hadn’t understood. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she thought about her complete and utter inadequacy. She had no right holding the mantle of Slayer. A true warrior of the people shouldn’t be like this. She knew what needed to be done.
With a look of grim determination she reached for her sword. It was hard to see here, the light was so weak and her eyes were so tired. Falling to her knees, she searched for the steel weapon that could end her pain and give the world a true saviour. As her fingers grazed the sword’s grip, she felt a jolt run through her. White energy, shocking her, shaking darkness from her mind and clearing her vision. Her hand looked pristine white as she examined it for burns. She eyed the weapon, almost expecting it to react under her gaze. Elizabeth’s sword clearly possessed qualities other than just the metallic.
Buffy grasped the weapon and stood up, locking eyes with Antorwath. “No more games. This is over. Now.” With one powerful movement she swung her blade. He did not flinch.
Then there was just the faint echo of a cry and dust. With the enhanced perception she now had access to, Buffy saw the aretefact within the slowly falling motes. She reached out her hand and plucked it from the air. At that moment, the world speeded up again and she was left standing over the remains a crumbled body. “Just like a vamp,” she mused.
“We can talk about that later. Right now we need to get that on Willow and then get out of this place.” Elizabeth was already running towards the door through which they’d come. Buffy hesitated, before swiftly following. Questions could come later.
Willow heard the noise below her and her heart raced. She didn’t know if they’d been successful or not. She peered tentatively down below and was rewarded with the sight of Elizabeth. For someone of her seemingly advanced years, she moved with surprising speed as she jogged into the room and jumped straight on the second rung of the ladder. As Elizabeth started to climb, Willow saw Buffy enter the room and follow quickly up the ladder.
Yellow light still emanated from the space around Elizabeth and shot upwards throwing a warm yellow shaft of light into the eighth level room where Willow sat. She felt her body respond to the residual power in the magickally induced light. Stepping back from the edge of the hole, she waited for Elizabeth to emerge. As their guide came up through the trap door, she threw Willow a quick smile and then proceeded to climb out and wait pensively for the Slayer who appeared moments later.
Willow couldn’t stop the words from coming out; “Did it work?”
Elizabeth nodded. At that Willow felt her stomach tighten in fear and anticipation of what was about to happen. She somehow hadn’t quite believed it would get to this. There had been so much to overcome and suddenly they were here. When she saw Buffy’s head pop out from the trap door hatch she tried to smile.
Without ceremony, Elizabeth turned to the Slayer and asked, “Buffy, the artefact please?” She held out her hand for the item which Buffy gripped protectively in her hand. Buffy took one look at the rock in her hand and passed it, chain and all to Elizabeth.
Willow saw the artefact and was surprised. It didn’t seem to give off any magickal energy that she could feel. She didn’t feel anything from it at all.
“Willow, please don’t be afraid. We must do this now and then get out of here, there may be others coming for us.”
Willow nodded. “Will it hurt?”
Elizabeth approached her, opening the artefact’s thin, tarnished silver chain. “It shouldn’t hurt too much since we’ve emptied your system for now. It’s only if you continue to accumulate dark intent that the removal process will be painful to you. The artefact absorbs and is attracted to dark magick.”
Understanding, Willow nodded.
Elizabeth went on, “That’s why we must start your magickal re-training. If we begin to weaken your instinct to rely on darkness in times of crisis then your body will no longer respond and the artefact will not hurt you.”
Again a nod. “Okay.”
Elizabeth reached around Willow’s head and placed the chain around her neck. She hesitated before allowing the artefact to rest against the innocent freckled white skin of its new prisoner’s chest. She stepped back watching Willow for any sign of reaction.
Willow paused, breathing. “I don’t really feel…”
“What? Willow, are you alright?” asked Elizabeth.
No answer.
Elizabeth stepped closer and peered into Willow’s eyes.
Sensing her concern, Buffy asked, “What is it? What’s happening? Is it not working?”
“No, I think it is working,” said Elizabeth.
“Willow?” asked Buffy, looking for any kind of response. When no response came, she turned to Elizabeth. “Why isn’t she answering?”
“I think her mind’s eye is distracted.”
Buffy looked edgily up at the way out. “Look, you said yourself, it’s dangerous here, we need to get out.”
“I know, but if we try to snap her out of this right this instant, it could hurt her. I think it’s the effect of the magick she’s accumulated since the stones flowing through her and out into the artefact.”
Buffy tightened her lips. “So okay, let’s give her a minute, but if she’s not out of it by then, I’m carrying her out.”
***
Raphael turned to face his companion at the opposite side of the viewing portal in the guard chamber. “Mr White?”
“Hmm?”
“I asked, should I stop them? Once they get to the surface it will be more difficult to keep them contained.”
“No, Raphael, events will follow a new course. Let them be for now.”
“What about him? Should we do something?”
Mr White studied Raphael, before answering. “Just make sure the old power system is sealed up so nobody else can get in there.”
“Yes Mr White.”
***
Sitting among the old apple trees created a feeling of peacefulness that she had not felt in a long time. The sun felt warm and comforting, the grass soft and inviting. The trees were overflowing with white and cream, sweet smelling blossom. She smiled as a vividly colored butterfly fluttered across her line of sight, homing in on an untouched flower.
Unlike the last time, some part of her consciousness knew she was not quite where she was supposed to be. This site where sanatorium had been built could have been left untouched. Could have been like this.
Another butterfly tumbled lazily down from a bough and hovered briefly in the air in front of her, before flying towards another flower. As she looked around she realised there were butterflies everywhere. Different shapes, sizes and colors, hovering in the grass, tending the flowers or parading their colors through the warm morning sun.
Willow sat very still. A distant sound sent a cloud of young butterflies up into the air and before she knew it there were hundreds of pairs of colored wings were flapping around the centre of the orchard clearing before her. More butterflies seemed to descend from the trees, joining the cloud, creating a swarm. The noise of beating wings became louder, chaotic and then all of a sudden changed, as if tuned by an unseen hand, the sound became a constant drone.
And as the sound changed, the chaotic swarm began to change. A mass of delicate wings began to resolve into a shape. Into a face. Willow swallowed hard as she realised what impressionistic image was forming before her. Though she didn’t understand how, as the droning faded still further, the beating of wings became more rhythmic and the image was thrown into sharp, organic focus.
Tears welled as she watched Tara’s kind face hanging in the air before her. Ten thousand wings gave her face and so near lifelike quality Willow wanted to reach out her hand, but she dared not do anything to perturb the air. She couldn’t even bring herself to speak.
She watched in fascination. Tara smiled at her and as the corners of her lips lifted into the familiar half smile, her eyes seemed to sparkle as she gazed at Willow.
Then it was as if a shadow had been thrown across Tara’s face and she was no longer smiling, she was looking away and her face darkened. The drone became dissonant and much louder. Wings that had held perfect rhythm and movement suddenly changed. Color started to fade from the image as it slowly dissolved and darkened. As the visage lost cohesion, Willow could pick out individual butterflies and she realised that each one had color on one side of its wings and was completely black on the other side.
Moments later everything faded and Willow shut her eyes as the throbbing in her head grew deeper and more painful.
“Will?” Buffy looked for any kind of response.
Willow opened her eyes and found herself facing a concerned looking Slayer and a worried Elizabeth.
“Is it okay? Does it hurt?” asked Buffy.
Absently, Willow reached up to touch the chain around her neck. “N-no, it doesn’t hurt.” The memory of the vision persisted in her mind’s eye. She’d seen Tara, but didn’t know what it meant. Maybe the dissociation from reality didn’t only happen when she was full of power. Time, the need for time and peace to think this thing through was all Willow could focus on.
“Willow? Was it another episode?”
Disoriented and confused, Willow looked into concerned eyes. “Er, yeah, I guess.”
“We need to get out of here,” urged Elizabeth.
At that Willow straightened up. “Yeah we do.”
End of Chapter Two
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