Chapter 20 all done and dusted and ready for upload. It's the W/T picnic, and to say it caused me problems would be an understatement. Those girls are getting too damn frisky for me, I practically had to pull them apart at times. Hope you enjoy reading it anyway
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Title: Quiet Saturday Morning’s
Author: Paint the Sky
Rating: PG13 – NC-17
Pairing: W/T
Disclaimer: AU. No spoilers whatsoever. Oh, forgot to add that I don’t own any of the characters in BTVS, I’m only playing with them.
Feedback: Yeah, sure, why not.
Summary: Shy, newly gay Willow Rosenberg and her first venture into love with an equally shy blonde.
Notes: This is my first attempt at any kind of fiction since I left school many, many moons ago. After a long time reading the fic’s on this site and others I thought why the hell not, give it a whirl, try it on for size and all that.
Chapter 20
Weatherly Park stretched out in shades of green and brown as Willow and Tara strolled along its winding paths, carrying the essentials they needed for their picnic. A bright November sun cast long shadows creating a tapestry of light and shade on the grass beneath their feet. The air felt cleaner and the noise of the children playing on the swings and roundabout grew faint as they headed to the furthest point in.
The park was relatively quiet, and the only other people in this area were solitary dog-walkers. Soon the only noise was the birdsong and the gentle lap of water on pebbles as they walked the path around the lake. Walking close together Willow’s hand sought out Tara’s.
“You don’t mind, do you?” the redhead asked with a shy smile.
Tara looked down at their hands’, “No, I don’t mind at all,” and she laced her fingers between Willow’s, “Willow, where exactly are we going?”
At the far side of the lake a stand of evergreen oaks grew on a grassy knoll, and it was the perfect spot for a picnic the redhead told the blonde.
They walked the path around the lake to the higher ground of the knoll. A gentle climb took them to the top, and they spread out their coats, and sat down the bags on a thin carpet of dry leaves.
Tara turned away, “Oh, Willow, this is perfect,” she enthused as she took in the view over the lake, and out into the open parkland, “the town and university seem a million miles away. This is much better than a stuffy old classroom.” Turning back she gave Willow a full on smile, and received one back from a very happy redhead.
They sat facing each other Indian style, their coats spread out now like a blanket before them with paper plates ready to receive their contents.
They busied themselves setting out their supplies. They unwrapped the sandwiches they bought at the Pump, and little tubs of grapes, strawberries and ready cut mango they’d bought at the store. The neatly arranged paper plates soon held an array of sandwiches and fresh fruit, and two plastic cups had been filled with soda.
“Not too shabby for a thrown together impromptu lunch alfresco” Willow almost babbled.
“Nope, not too shabby at all” agreed the blonde lifting, and then biting into a sandwich, savouring the taste of fresh granary bread and salad.
Willow followed suit, glad to be finally eating after the long walk to their destination.
“I’m glad you like it here. It’s one of my favourite places, I come here a lot. Especially when I need to think things through, it’s a great place to be alone with my thoughts,” she took another bite of her sandwich and reached for her soda
Tara watched as Willows head tipped back when her lips made contact with the cup, opening on the rim just enough to let the cold liquid enter her mouth. The blonde felt a shiver run through her and she cast her eyes down to her sandwich before Willow could notice.
This could be long afternoon Maclay, get a grip. Tara looked up into the crowns of the tree’s “I can see why you like to think here, the canopy is so high, like the ceiling of a great cathedral, its nature’s cathedral,” she said simply.
“That’s exactly what I think every time I come here,” she sat down the cup, “well nature’s temple, not cathedral, cos y’know Jewish, well, Jewish Wiccan, or is it Wiccan Jewish, I suppose that doesn’t really matt...” Tara gave her an arch look and a half smile, “What? Oh, Am I babbling again?” she asked.
“Uh-huh. And not like I’m keeping score, but that’s two you owe me” Tara giggled, and popped the last of her sandwich into her mouth.
“Oh, you are so keeping score… but then I could be babbling on purpose” she suggested teasingly.
“And that would be a bad thing because...” the blonde countered looking directly into green eyes.
“Because if you kiss me now I’m not sure I would want to stop,” Willow said seriously, and watching the blonde’s face she tried to gauge her reaction. When Tara’s head dropped Willow felt panic. She had said the wrong thing, moved too fast.
Why did I say that. Ok, so I meant it, but I didn’t have to say it!
Tara felt a thrill run through her. She could dismiss Willow’s admission with a joke, but she wanted to let her know that she felt the same, she looked up, her blue eyes darker, and taking a moment to focus, and with conviction she said “I’m not so sure I would want you to.”
So, I’m not playing hard to get, then? Anya would be so proud!!
Both girls were aware of the weight of their words. They both knew they weren’t just talking about kissing, and two very simple sentences took on a complexity that would move their relationship to a new level.
At that moment the world could have come crashing in and neither of them would have noticed. They were each lost in the other’s eyes, searching for any doubt, any regret about what they had said. None was to be found, only trust and honesty shone through.
They found it hard to pull away from each other, neither wanting to spoil this perfect moment by making the first move.
Above them in the canopy the noisy activity of two squirrels went unnoticed, but when dry leaves loosened by the marauding rodents wafted down between them it was enough of a distraction to break the visual lock.
They both looked up into the trees at the same time and laughed at the antics of the chasing and leaping animals, amazed at their dexterity and acrobatics.
Tara lowered her gaze and watched Willow, and she smiled at the child-like expression of delight on her face as she watched the squirrels play, she looked so innocent, her inquisitive eye’s following every move above her and silent oohs and ah’s animated her mouth.
Oh, she is adorable.
“Willow,” Tara said softly, “you’re gonna get a crick in your neck if you hold that position much longer”
“Will you massage it for me if I do?” she was smiling and continued to watch the squirrels.
Tara hands, ooh, naughty feelings go away!
The blonde gave a laugh, “You know I’m getting a little jealous of those squirrels. I thought we came here to be alone, and now I find I’m sharing you with rodents”
Willow looked back down and pouted, “But they’re soo cute with their leaping and chasing, and bushy tails” then she laughed as Tara rolled her eyes and shook her head.
“You really are a goof, aren’t you,” the blonde told her affectionately.
“Yep, guilty as charged your Honour” and she broke into a huge grin as Tara laughed loudly.
When the laughter abated, they realised that the squirrels were no longer cavorting above them having moved on to another part of the park were they wouldn’t be disturbed by noisy humans.
“Aw! They’ve gone, we scared them away,” said Willow with a touch of sadness as she looked up into the empty branches.
“Good, now I have you all to myself, no more pesky wildlife to distract you” the blonde teased her and enjoyed the blush that rose in Willow’s cheeks as she lowered her gaze back to her.
Willow put a hand to the back of her neck and gave it a rub, wincing slightly “You were right about getting a crick, but you didn’t answer my earlier question.”
Willow only meant it as a tease, but Tara lifted herself into a kneeling position and shuffled around behind her. The redhead jumped slightly as she felt two cool hands at the base of her neck and shivered as two strong thumbs ground tiny circles between her vertebrae.
Stay calm, stay calm Willow.
She closed her eyes and leaned back into the softness of the body behind her, feeling the blonde’s luscious breasts at the back of her head. She groaned as the thumbs worked their magic and the rest of her body began to respond in ways that could lead to agony or ecstasy depending on Tara’s intentions.
This isn’t calm, Rosenberg!
Behind the redhead, Tara was struggling not to let her hands roam any further. Had she known how this would make her feel she would’ve stayed well out of contact.
When Willow had leant back into her and she had heard her groan it had sent a spark of need through her. She could feel her nipples harden, and warmth spread throughout her body. As her thumbs rubbed Willow’s neck, her fingers began to knead at the shoulders beneath them, and she felt the redhead relax further into her, turning her head from side to side. Tara groaned when she felt Willows head rub against her, and her massage increased in intensity to match her growing arousal.
Oh, shit, why didn’t I just stay sitting over there.
“Mmm…that feels so good” Willow’s voice was deep and throaty, she moaned again as Tara’s thumbs rubbed harder.
Hearing her voice, Tara moved Willow’s collar length hair to the side and brought her lips down to kiss the skin that had been warmed by the friction from her thumbs. She felt Willow tense at the contact and whispered “Is this ok? Do you want me to stop?”
“Ooh, god, no, please don’t stop,” Willow was breathing heavily, and her head fell forward exposing more skin, and she shivered when Tara’s tongue licked along the length of her neck. She moved her hands behind her and blindly groped for the blonde, and soon came into contact with the outside of Tara’s thighs. She moved her hands up and down, squeezing and grabbing, ignoring the awkward angle of her wrists, just needing to touch the body behind her.
Ooh, Tara-tongue, mmm.
Tara moved her thumbs from Willow’s neck and began to massage her shoulders as she kissed and nibbled on the soft skin. She pushed her hands forward, rubbing at the muscles, and on each pass her fingers stretched further down, below the collar bone and almost brushing the tops of the redhead’s breasts. The hands on her thighs tightened driving her crazy.
You have to stop Maclay, before you can’t!
Willow leant back a little, turning her head to expose her throat to those oh so seductive lips, and Tara moved her head a little before grazing on the newly offered flesh.
Tara was lost in the sensation of kissing and touching, and Willow was on the verge of turning completely around so that those teasing and arousing lips were on her own when a chorus of ‘We are Family’ caused them to jump apart.
Willow scrambled for her bag cursing loudly at the source of intrusion as she snatched her phone, and turning to face Tara she flipped it open.
“Buffy” she mouthed to a very flushed blonde.
“I…uh…had to go home, Mom called earlier…she needed to see me”.
“Yeah, everything’s ok, I’ll see you later, bye” she closed the phone and threw it back into her bag on the ground.
Willow moved slowly on her knees to where Tara knelt. She gave her a small smile and took her hands.
“Are you ok?” she asked, concerned that things had been moving to fast for the blonde.
Tara tilted her head, smiling as she answered “Yes, I’m ok. Why was Buffy ringing?”
“I was supposed to meet her for lunch, I meant to call and cancel but in all the rush and excitement this morning I forgot. If I’d have rung her, we wouldn’t have got interrupted. Sorry, lousy timing.” Willow let out a sigh. She squeezed the hands in hers and suggested they continue their picnic.
Tara nodded, and despite the frustration she felt, she knew the interruption had come at the right time.
They shuffled back to their food, but this time they sat side by side, their knees touching as they resumed their former sitting position.
Tara lifted some grapes from the plate nearest to her and picked them off the vine and brought one to her mouth, she bit down on it and let the juice flood over her tongue before chewing the sweet flesh and swallowing it down. She repeated the action twice more and turning to the redhead to ask her why she hadn’t told Buffy the truth she became aware that Willow had been watching her eat, she was opened mouthed and looking rather flushed.
Oh, oh!
When Tara had turned to her, Willow’s first instinct had been to look away, but instead she leaned forward and captured sweet grape infused lips with her own. She ran her tongue along them and felt them open and move against hers. Willow’s tongue was warm and questing, and it sought out its partner with little flicks and swirls.
You taste soo good!
She hadn’t meant to kiss Tara, but when she saw those grapes disappear into her mouth and the look of pleasure on the blonde’s face as she heard the little fruit pop, she had imagined the juices filling her mouth and her own watered as more erotic images filled her brain.
I want to taste you everywhere!!
Willow reached for Tara’s hand and took a grape from her, she broke the kiss long enough to pop the sphere into her own mouth. She held in between her teeth and closed in again on the blonde. When their lips met she bit down on the grape and let the juice run into both their mouths. The soft flesh was passed between them as tongues moved from one mouth to the other revelling in the sticky sweet wetness. Their senses were overwhelmed by the passion of the kiss, and it took all their effort not to let it get out of control.
Tara broke away and swallowed down what was left of the grape, her face was now as flushed as Willow’s and she looked at the other girl from under heavily lidded eyes that gleamed with excitement. She clamped down on the urge she had to throw Willow to the ground and cover her body with her own, and instead reached for her soda with shaky hand and gulped down the liquid. She turned away from Willow, not trusting herself with those lips that were oh so close and kissable.
I need to cool down, if she kisses me again like that I swear I’ll burst into flames! Tara poured more soda into her cup, her hands still shaking.
“Good grapes” she said, gulping down more soda.
Great kiss!
“Very good grapes” agreed the redhead.
Wonder what the mangoes would be like?
Tara turned to the redhead and smiled, the question she had been about to ask before Willow had kissed her came back to her, “Why didn’t you tell Buffy where you were?”
Willow pushed her fingers through her hair, and placed her elbows on her knees. With her head down she laughed a little quiet laugh, mostly to herself, but she knew Tara must have heard her.
“I…um…I wanted this to be about just us,” she confessed, “I didn’t want to share it with anyone but you.”
Willow looked up, feeling embarrassed and slightly surprised at herself, and met two blue eye’s and a lopsided smile “I didn’t tell Anya either, I could have, but I liked the idea of playing hookey with you without anyone else knowing,” Tara said to her making her smile a mile wide.
“Ooh, how bad are we. Sneaking off and lying to our friend’s about it. Clandestine meetings in coffee shops, and a spontaneous picnic in a secluded place.” Willow giggled. “Why, Miss Maclay, that’s very naughty of us. And as I am seldom naughty, it must be your bad influence,” she continued with a hint of tease, and lifted another grape from the plate nearest to her.
Tara watched as Willow nibbled on the grape, peeling away little bits of skin to get at the sweet centre, awaiting a response to her mock accusation. She narrowed her eyes, and scrunched her nose, her soft lips in a pout “Hmpff! I’m so not the bad influence here, Miss Rosenberg, I’m not the one who suggested we renege on our studenty responsibilities to partake of an afternoon of illicit picnicking at a secluded venue. You caught me in a weak moment, and members of the jury,” she waved a hand expansively around to indicate the tall oaks, “that is my defense, and I ask you to find my accomplice, one Willow Rosenberg guilty of leading me astray.”
All through Tara’s speech Willow gravely shook her head to dismiss the accusations, but when the blonde had asked the trees for judgement on the facts of her case she could no longer hold in the great big belly laugh that was all the louder now it had it’s freedom. She laughed so hard that she rolled back onto the carpet of leaves beneath her and put her hands to her tummy to relieve the cramping that had started.
Tara struggled to keep her face straight as she waited for Willow to regain her composure, but Willow just kept laughing and rolling on the leaves. “You think that’s funny do you?” Deciding that the redhead had laughed long enough, Tara lifted some of the grapes and threw them at her. Whether it was pure luck or skill, the first one bounced off Willow’s forehead causing her to suddenly stop laughing. Tara threw another, but her aim wasn’t so true this time, and she blushed when it hit Willow’s left breast, “Hey, quit it, we could be doing better things with those,” she teased.
Ignoring Willow’s protests Tara threw a third grape. The redhead was ready this time and caught the juicy green missile. She sat up and showed the grape to the blonde, she held it with her thumb and index finger and tipped back her head. Raising her hand, she held the grape above her open mouth and squeezed it until the juice dribbled onto her tongue and over her chin.
She brought her head back down and popped the squishy fruit into her mouth and chewed it making exaggerated yummy noises.
Tara had watched Willow squeeze the grape and she had licked her lips when the juice ran over Willow’s tongue and chin. She resisted the impulse to dive on the girl and lick her clean, and the playful way Willow ate the grape was making her impulse harder to resist. Her eyes never left Willows face, and she gasped when redhead lifted a slice of mango, placed it between her teeth, and moved towards her, slowly, on her hands and knees. Her heart raced as Willow got closer, she felt warm all over and her breathing was shallow and rapid.
Willow felt giddy, she had seen Tara’s reaction to her tease with the grape, she had seen those luscious lips being licked with a moist tongue and she had wanted to be close to her. She wanted Tara’s lips on hers again.
Willow reached her goal, she was face to face with the blonde, her hands either side of Tara’s knees where she sat cross-legged. Her lips were so close now, she could feel warm breath caress them as the blonde exhaled.
The image of Willow crawling towards her with a slice of mango in her mouth should’ve been funny, the mango looked like a little orange tongue, but Tara looked into the dark green of Willow’s eyes and seen the seriousness of the girl’s intentions. Tara swallowed hard, her mouth filling at the thought of wrapping her lips around the fruit and sharing it so intimately with the redhead.
Those green eyes where now so close to her own that Tara got lost in their depths. She felt something moist at her lips. A sticky trail was brushed back and forth, and she realised Willow was anointing her mouth with the juice of the fruit she held between her teeth. Tara’s eyes closed and her mouth opened. Reaching out with her tongue she licked at the slice of mango being offered. Her hands had moved to hold onto Willow’s arms, and she felt them tremble under her touch. When she opened her mouth more, the redhead moved hers’ closer and the mango slid in over her tongue. She resisted the urge to bite down on it, not wanting to sever its connection to Willow just yet. The redhead teased her mouth, sliding the sliver of fruit in and out along her tongue. She groaned and her grip on Willow’s arms tightened.
Willow could barely believe her own actions. She felt an erotic charge run through her and centre itself in her core. She heard the groan escape from the blonde and it urged her forward. Her lips came into contact with Tara’s. Their mouths worked together hungrily and as she pushed harder against them it was enough to tip the blonde backwards. Tara felt the balance of their position shift and controlled their descent to the leaf strewn floor.
As she fell back, Tara straightened her legs. When the blonde felt her back on the ground, she moaned as Willow’s body gently settled on her own, and a when a thigh fell between her open legs she shivered with arousal.
The kiss continued, and despite the fall their lips had remained locked together. The mango had broken in two, releasing its sticky sweetness that was greedily swallowed with the mango flesh by a gasping blonde.
Willow lifted her mouth from the blondes’ and smiled as she swallowed down the piece of fruit that remained from their embrace. She looked at the kiss swollen lips and the flushed face of the beautiful women beneath her, her befuddled brain finally registered the position of their bodies and her heart hammered in her chest as blue eyes opened and a lazy smile graced the face of the blonde.
Tara brought up a hand and brushed Willow’s hair behind an ear. She lay there with the redhead’s weight pressing against her. She searched Willow’s face looking for anything that told her that the redhead was uncomfortable with their position.
Her hand continued to stroke and play in silky red hair, her fingertips gently massaging the scalp beneath them. She felt Willow lean into her touch, and saw green eyes close in pleasure.
She drew Willow to her again, and her tongue traced the outline of the mouth above it. She savoured the taste she found there. The remnants of mango juice were gently removed, each lick of her tongue cleaning the redhead’s mouth of its stickiness.
At the touch of Tara’s tongue, Willow was gone. Her mind flew to places and imagined things that did nothing to calm the sensations that gripped her body. She was intensely aware of were her leg was, and that her breasts lay against those of the blonde. She wanted to move against the body beneath her. When she had fallen forward her hands had come to rest either side of Tara’s shoulders and there they had stayed supporting some of her weight. She moved slightly to the side, and her hand moved to the shoulder of the blonde who was now kissing her, letting her tongue dip in and out of Willow’s mouth, teasing with little licks and bites to her lower lip.
The redhead responded in kind, and her own tongue chased after the blonde’s. She felt Tara’s fingertips traversing her spine in long lazy sweeps, and her own hand moved down the blonde’s body and came to rest at her waist.
Willow let out a groan when she felt Tara’s hand slide along the bare skin at the base of her back. Tara moaned at the softness of the skin beneath her, and lightly scratched it with short fingernails. Willow could no longer stay still and pressed her lower body against Tara and let her hand travel up the side of the blonde stopping just at the swell of her breast.
Tara felt the thigh between her legs push harder, and her own tensed as Willows sex came into contact with it. She felt the stroking of Willow’s thumb at the side of her breast. She wanted to totally surrender to the need she felt, it would be so easy and it felt so right.
Willow fought a battle with her conscience when she pressed against the blonde, it was all going too fast for her now. The heat in her groin was maddening and it was oh so tempting just to forget about everything and give in to her lusty feelings.
They both felt each others doubts, Tara took her hand from the bare skin it was caressing and Willows placed hers well out of reach of Tara’s breast. Their kiss came to a reluctant end when Willow pulled away with one last nip to Tara’s lower lip. She also lifted herself over so that their lower halves no longer could give into temptation.
“Well,” said Tara “the grapes were good, but the mango was better, but I’m thinking we shouldn’t try the strawberries, we might get arrested for public indecency.”
Willow laughed and put her head on Tara’s shoulder, she lightly kissed the skin at the side of the blonde’s jaw. “Could you imagine what Buffy and Anya would say if that happened?”
“Anya would probably put an ad in the paper and throw us a party,” said a very amused Tara grinning at the imagined response of her best friend.
Willow giggled, her head still cradled on Tara’s shoulder. Her fingertips drew ever decreasing circles on her partner’s tummy and she sighed. “I’ve enjoyed our afternoon Tara, I…um didn’t quite expect it to be so physical, not that I’m complaining mind you, but are you sure you’re ok with all this so soon?”
Tara’s hand was immobile, just resting on Willow’s back, still keeping its distance from the exposed portion of skin at the small of her back. The blonde gently rubbed and soothed Willow’s doubts. “Its been a great afternoon sweetie, and I’m definitely ok with this,” she kissed the top of Willow’s head, “I’m usually not so demonstrative, especially with girls I’ve practically just met, but this just feels right, you know?”
“Mmm... like Buffy” Willow murmured.
Tara laughed, “That’s the second time you’ve Buffied, wanna clue me in this time?”
Willow sat up, and brushed the dust off arm and the side of her leg, offering a hand to Tara to help her up, she said “Well, the first time I talked Buffy I just knew we would be friends. We clicked right away. Oh, we met because she needed a tutor after moving from LA, and she was given my name. So, when we met on Saturday, and then again last night I had the same feeling, you and me are just like Buffy.” She smiled at Tara, hoping her explanation sounded reasonable.
Fully enlightened by Willow’s explanation, Tara teased her “So, being Buffied is a good thing.”
“Oh, yeah, a very good thing, and if you’re as good a girlfriend as Buffy is a best friend then I’m gonna be one lucky gal” stated Willow.
“Is that what I am?” asked Tara softly.
“What?” the redhead replied, not entirely sure what Tara meant.
“Your girlfriend?” Tara’s voice was even despite her worry that she was jumping the gun on their status.
Willow grinned widely at the blonde, allaying all her fears, “Do you want to be, I mean I do if you want to?”
“Oh, yes, I want” the blonde said matching Willow’s grin with one of her own.
Girlfriends.
“Me too,” Willow could only grin some more.
Girlfriends.
Minutes passed gazing at each other, neither of them in a hurry to look away. There was a mood of contentment now they both knew how the other felt, and the sexually charged atmosphere mellowed into something less volatile.
A slight breeze disturbed the leaf litter causing a rustle of noise that broke the silence between them, “I think we better pack up the rest of food, keep the dust off it,” suggested Willow as one or two dry leaves landed on the remainder of their picnic, “and though I hate to say, I’ll have to go soon, work remember, can’t be late for my first day.”
“Yeah,” Tara said sadly giving her watch a quick glance, “It’s 2.45pm, how long will it take you to get to work?”
“I’ll have to leave by 3.40pm. The shop is at this end of town so I reckon twenty minutes should give me enough time to get there and not be late.” She gave a sigh of resignation, wishing she didn’t have to go, and the look on Tara’s face told her the blonde felt the same.
Placing the food back into containers and packing them away in the bags they had, they looked around to make sure they had left no litter. Satisfied the area was clean and tidy, Tara motioned to a large oak, “You wanna sit over there for a while, rest our backs against the tree?”
“Yep, lets get comfy and enjoy the rest of our time, can we cuddle?” Willow asked with a wink and a cheeky grin.
Tara smiled at her girlfriend and she rolled her eyes, “You’re incorrigible!”
“I don’t need much incorriging where you’re concerned,” she punned, laughing loudly at Tara’s groan.
They soon settled in at the base of the large oak, Willow’s head on resting against Tara, and a protective arm draped across her tummy.
The blondes arm was behind Willow’s back, her hand lightly holding her waist. Tara’s other hand played with Willow’s free hand, their finger’s entwining and gently squeezing.
“This is nice,” Willow said quietly, “I love this place even more now that I have someone to share it with.” She looked up into the smiling face of her blue eyed girl, and heard Tara’s lilting voice say “Thank you for sharing it with me.”