The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Belli Bear]

I cant check my academic record because, thanks to my sister who raked up a $520 library fine under my name, i am now in bad financial standing yep I'm pretty much pissed right about now.

[JustSkipIt]

There is lots of good going on. But I took my car to get two tires. Nope. I needed 4. And an alignment and an oil change. That was $631.05. And they called to say that I need another $1000 or so worth of work. Crap.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I chickened out again when it came time to ask my bosses about getting time off and decided to send an email during my afternoon break (hoping my boss might get it before she left today), but I couldn't get on a computer, so now it's time I really really need to do it but I'm ridiculously nervous about it... I don't want them to think I'm stupid for not knowing the proper way to ask, and even though I'm pretty sure they'll let me take my vacation I'm scared they'll say no and I just don't know what I'll do if I can't take my trip :(

[Nue]

I just got home from my doctor´s office... ok, now I´m really sad, already cried a lot...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

When she wants to my mother really knows what buttons to push...

[Kessari]

I still haven't got an answer from my boss, if I can take off time in October and I really fear she won't allow me to, even though I have close to five weeks of vacation left this year...

[Nue]

I should be working on our site, but I can´t look at computer screen anymore... and I´m so tired, damn phone woke me up at 9am!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I was supposed to get my passport photos today but the guy working the photos was having trouble and said I need to go back tomorrow, which means my trip there was pointless and frustrating.

[Willowtree252]

When I drink (rarely) I get super happy I mean super happy my walls fall and I sing and dance around for some reason today I am in the dog house.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

This may sound like a really silly, girly thing to be upset about, but I broke a nail and it really hurts.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I forgot I needed a photocopy of my ID, so I'll have to go to kinko's today between work and class and get up early again tomorrow to go to the passport office... I hate being dumb, and I hate getting up early :(

[woahnellie]

I guess I didn't get the job!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

One of our babies had to go to the hospital today. I don't know what's wrong yet... I'm worried about him, and I'm sure his parents are completely freaking out. I just can't even imagine how awful it must be to have your 1-year-old get picked up by EMS :(

[Nue]

I´m just sad today... maybe writing a death scene isn´t a good idea...

[Pinocchio1940]

I guess part of this goes here... and the happy thread... but here's the crappy part... Hawthorne Village has told me that #22 and 23, Spider House and Coffin House, respectively, have been retired, which means if I find them on eBay - I'll need to pay more to get them - but I'm willing.

[Nue]

the guy I work with just told me his grampa had an accident, so now I have to do all his job, cause he´s taking off... and I don´t feel secure enough to do all those big decisions...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I didn't sleep very well, which means I'm already starting the week tired.

[Taralover]

My parents are not back until Tuseday and there is very little to eat.

[MelCar19]

My grandmother is normally a horrible person, but she said the worst thing in the world she could possibly say to me today, so I went down to the local park and cried my eyes out... this day sucks, I'm so depressed right now I just need someone to talk too

[Nue]

I might be sick again... that´s me, sick-gal ¬¬

[W&T]

Feeling sick :( not good -- got a karate class tonight and if I don't go my system gets screwed up and will have to start 'to-do' lists again to get myself back in sync.
On the upside though, college starts in 12 days time and I will be able to get into a proper and regular routine again. YAY for control!

[Nue]

my great-aunt just passed away... I´m really sad now...

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Only the second week of class and I already forgot something I was supposed to turn in... I suck :(

[JustSkipIt]

My throat hurts, I have cramps, I had a headache for most of the day and a terrible one last night. One of my applications stopped updating for no reason I can figure the fuck out. My boss wants an hours update on a project I know nothing about. And I yelled at Ash while trying to brush his teeth.

[Kessari]

Today every single joint in my fingers hurts and it's really scary to think I might have an inflammation burst soon... *sigh*

[Taralover]

I'm still paranoid about my computer.

[JustSkipIt]

I still have a headache that I've had either bad or mild for 3 days. I came home from work early to dunk my head and sleep but can't sleep. The only good news is that the bosses just gave us 3 hours off this afternoon so at least I only need to use 2.5 hours of sick leave today.

[Ninha]

I don't know what to do anymore. A few days ago my girlfriend broke up with me. Actually, she asked for some time, which is a nice way of saying break up. I was crushed, not only because I love her more than anything, but for the reason of the break up. She didn't fall out of love with me, we didn't fight or anything like that. It's just... she can't come out to her parents. She's absolutely certain she's going to get kicked out of the house and she's only 19 and there's no way she's going to be able to get by on her own, what with college and stuff. And her brother, the little asshole, knows about us and he's been threatening to tell their parents, and her mother is getting suspicious and the distance is so very hard (she lives in another state) that she just couldn't take it anymore. She was getting more and more stressed out and we were discussing over the littlest things and... You know?
I cried for days. I wanted so badly to tell her to just... fight for us, y'know? She loves me but she's scared of what might happen. And I understand, I swear I do, but it hurts like hell. So, cliched lesbian couple that we are, we decided to remain friends. Because, damn it, we'd been friends for five years before we ever started dating and I just want her in my life, anyway I can have her. Which is sad and pathetic, but I couldn't imagine living without her in some way.
So, we still talk normally on the web, and text each other. Just like before the break up. It's the same. The pet names, the flirting, the smiles. We're still in love with each other, just not... officially together anymore. It's like we're in limbo and I have no idea what's going on. What should I do? I mean, I keep hoping she'll change her mind and we'll get together again but what if we don't? What if she finds someone else? I'm so confused, I don't know what to do.

[Zooeys_Bridge]

I'm having a nighttime panic attack about the future and the feelings are less than desirable.

[jay/wt4evr]

In about a hour I'll know if I'm gonna fail the year or not. I think I'm gonna puke.

.....I wanna get abducted by aliens =(