The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[JujuDeRoussie]

I feel like cheated on... Like stolen of something. It is not right to feel that way but I don't care. I gave something and it has been used somewhere else. I don't care why and how special it stays. Not only there was no worries about my day, but something dear was taken away.
Oh well... My shitty week isn't over yet. How is your first week as a 21 years old? As bad as, if not worse than my first week as a 19 years old... Wait... worse for sure now. 'Cause at last then I still went to class (sometimes, when I wasn't passing out from lack of sleep, litteraly) and could saw Sarra and Laura on a daily basis.
I feel really down right now, and I miss my friends deeply. Especially Laura.

[Fin]

While speaking to my sister last night about how my partner and I are in the process of buying a trailer, she snidley said "can you two old maids manage driving a car on your own with it"

I will say the conversation after that sizzled, and when I got off the phone I vented to my partner, the dog and then the cat. She called me an old maid, my own sister, what the hell kind of insult is that!
The definition of old maid (which I googled, hey I was fired up) said an old maid is someone not married / romantic or sexual abstinence.

I usually stew over my familys general lack of caring and tact with my relationship to my partner, but the old maid line, for some reason just really pissed me off! I know I should just get over it or suck it up, which I will of course, but tonight I just needed to vent to the kittens!

I don't know why my sister referred to me as an old maid, I will be seeing her at christmas time so I will have to ask her exactly what she thinks an old maid is...and if she understands the concept of what a lesbian is, that we have romantic and heaven forbid - sexual relations.
And hello, I'm only 32, how is that old!!!!!!!!
I am signing off now before I type a novella,
perhaps I am just too sensitive....
Fin

[Trom DeGrey]

I'm bored. It's snowing. Worst of all, she's straight. How on earth did I manage the Grand Lesbian Fuck Up? How did I fall for a straight girl? Pathetic. We've ended up being such awesome friends too. Then we get into this conversation about relationships one day and she says, "I've decided that attraction is totally random and illogical."

Amen, sister.

[littlewicca]

Im an idiot

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I hate final exams...and I hate feeling alone.

[JujuDeRoussie]

mmm So dark circles under my eyes...

[umgaynow]

migraines suck

[writerfreak]

I hate it when my health problems start acting up time after time.

writerfreak

[Emms]

[Sn0wflak3]

I feel empty inside. I can't believe she's doing this, after everything.

[littlewicca]

My grandfather is sick, well one is having back troubles and the other is very sick and nees surgery :(

[writerfreak]

I am totally crappy because I'm confused and I hate being confused. I don't know what I'm doing with myself.

writerfreak

[Emms]

I had a total meltdown last night. I think everything's finally catching up with me... *sigh*

[littlewicca]

grumpy now blahh

[umgaynow]

OW

[JujuDeRoussie]

I have just learnt my godfather's aunt's death... more than a month ago. And nobody told me. I mean I understand totally 'cause they were still mourning my godfather's father, but even my aunt didn't think of telling me.
Oh well... at least it explains why my godfather forgot my birthday, he is still moving out his aunt's house and everything.

[littlewicca]

I have the feeling I just made someone upset and I hate that, it is worst because I dont want to do what upset that person but, Im not sure i can say no. I will try anyay.

[umgaynow]

I think I may have gotten a late Christmas present...grrrrrr
My inconsiderate teenage nephew comes down here for Christmas with a major chest cold...then this morning I woke up with my ears, sinuses and throat burning, watery eyes and a headache...if this is a cold I am going to seriously kill someone

[Sleepyhead]

She left me. I don't think I can do this.

[FiestySunnBust]

Oh how I wish I could.
But I can't.

[Willowtree252]

I am follow in behind the two of yall saying I dont think I can either.

[jay/wt4evr]

ugggh I just had to think it 'it can't be worse'
no more thinking for me, it's a spolied, dangerous and useless activity

[littlewicca]

I didnt know where to post this, I thought I should post somethign to remember something that happened 30th december 3 years ago.

We should start a post about this kind of things, dates and important things that happened. but i dont know exactly how to start it so if someoen wants to, please do it.

3 years ago, in buenos aires, a lot of people went to a concert, where the place wasnt exactly in a good condition, they let people enter, more than what the place was up to. Adn also they let them use bengals, it was a closed place.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x5jj1kxHlSw&feature=related

Alsmot 200 people died. I didint know any of them, but it still was a very bad thing for all the country

[umgaynow]

God I HATE having a cold, can't sleep ,can't breathe, taste anything...eating can be a revolting experience when it's just about texture

[LesbianJedi87]

I've been blown off because my friend is letting his mother control every aspect of his life. He's 20, not 5! He really needs to stand up to her for once or else she's going to continue ruling him.

So now I have nothing to do tonight. New Years Eve my ass. The highlight of it will be watching my favorite band be hyprocrites and preform on Tila Tequilas New Years Even thing on MTV. Ew.

[Trom DeGrey]

A new year and hopefully a better one. On Christmas Eve I marked the one year anniversary of the death of a friend and then the 29th marked the one year of her funeral. Ah, yes, the 29th... My frickin' brithday. All things considered though, these last two weeks were much better than these past two weeks were last year. Duh, right?

And, oh yes, she's still straight. And I still can't keep myself from talking to her about absolutely nothing in particular just so I can continue to have contact with her.

Pathetic.

[nicola]

New year, feeling sad, cant seem to shake it. fear about new job tomorrow. can i actually do it? have to plan for it, but cant get off me butt and do some proper work. instead watching crappy telly and looking at the same 3 or 4 websites over and over. fear and saddness. fear and saddness. wanted to start 2008 differently. come so far, done so much. should be pround. need to be proud. but now sad. the saddness cant stay, it has to lift. phew....lonely lonely scared. signed up to dating websites, made a few little approaches, but cant seem to follow through, terrifies me. feel so inexperiences, feel so ashamed that I cant seem to get that little bit more of confidence to really go for things. self sabotage, if i got up, went outside. did some work. do some work. right, getting up and getting going! excuse my rant!

[umgaynow]

how long does it take for a cold to go away? Cuz I'm sooooo over this one...

run away now little cold...I said get out you slimy, mucusy bastard!

[littlewicca]

I think I make people away

[Kaia]

I think we started this year on the wrong foot.

#1: The wife came home from work yesterday morning (yes, she had to work on new year's eve) with a swollen eyelid. By dusk it was a swollen eyelid and a red eye. This morning, the whole right side of her face was swollen and she could barely open her eye. So we went to the hospital for some tests and a CAT scan. Fortunately, the infection is confined to soft tissues and is not involving the bone...at least not yet. So bed rest, heat pads and a shitload of antibiotics and antiinflammatories for her.
I just can't stand to see her in pain. Not to mention that I had to actually threaten her to make her stay at home - for at least 5 days. Doctors truly make the worst patients.

#2: It's so damned hot here in Santiago...

*sigh*