Tara stopped eating to face Willow, “You don’t w-want me to go now?”
“No! No, that’s not what I mean. I just…grr! Why does she have to complicate things so much?” Asking a rhetorical question to no one in particular, “I’m just saying that…you shouldn’t have to deal with her crap. She’s gonna be a pain in the ass, she’s up to something…I can feel it. Baby, I don’t think I can handle it if she hurts your feelings. We’re there for a week, so it could happen multiple times.”
Tara was touched at Willow’s deep concern and her heart broke seeing the vulnerable look on her lovers face, “Sweetie, I’m a big girl and I can take what ever she throws at me, as long as I have you…that’s all that matters. I love you Willow, and I want to be a part of your life, which happens to include your Mom. Besides, there’s more people in your family than just your mother and I’d like to get to know them as well.”
“Who’s crawling?” Willow asked innocently, returning to the table.
“Tara’s a ‘big ‘ol dyke’ is making the rounds on the CNN news crawl.”
“PAM!” Tara exclaimed as she swatter her friend’s arm.
Willow snorted loudly, “Dyke…hey, maybe you should get a Harley!?”
“Oh yea?” Tara smirked at her girlfriend and tilted her head, “Well, maybe I will! Complete with a side car for my little baby dyke.”
All three women burst out laughing at the absurdity of the conversation, not to mention the visual.

Willow turned in her chair to face Tara, “Tare, you don’t have to go. If you think it’s going to be too much to deal with right now, I’ll completely understand.”
Tara stopped eating to face Willow, “You don’t w-want me to go now?”
“No! No, that’s not what I mean. I just…grr! Why does she have to complicate things so much?”
“Tare, you don’t have to go. If you think it’s going to be too much to deal with right now, I’ll completely understand.”
Tara stopped eating to face Willow, “You don’t w-want me to go now?”
I guess Tara IS all large with the butch! lol She really had no choice in the matter. The fb on this chapter & everyone’s reactions was so interesting to me. Everyone had a very hard time coming to grips with Tara standing up and putting her foot down. But as I recall, in “Older and Far Away,” she did just that when she got between Anya and Willow. There was no way in hell she was going to let anyone threaten Willow.

In a way this is what I meant in my earlier fb about her actions being good business sense but also something that she has to live with as a human being. Years ago I was going through a breakup with a moderate amount of assets to split up and I told my mom that I just didn’t know how aggressive to be. She said that she would tell me the same thing she had told my sister when she was getting divorced: you can do what protects you and that’s fair but also you have to get up every day and look at yourself in the mirror. It was good advice for me. So I think that’s it with Tara. She made a good business decision and she has to accept it on a personal level.“I know, but I can’t help feeling the way I do. This business I’m in…it’s cutthroat. I mean, one wrong move and poof! You’re whole career is gone. So, I can’t afford to have unscrupulous people around me, period. That business side of me says, ‘Hey, you did the right thing.’ But the personal side…feels like shit.” Tara finished in a whisper, as a single tear dripped down her cheek.
This is such a wonderful contrast to the start of the story when she was lonely without Ralph and lonely generally and couldn’t sleep. Yay.“What’s next for me? I just plan on enjoying my life,” she told PEOPLE, “I like where I am and I like where I’m going.”
What? Why? Why is she surprised? Does Tara have notoriously bad taste in women? Did she not believe Tara when she said that Willow was awesome? Why surprised?“So, I’m pleasantly surprised. Willow is pretty, um…wow.”


My wife and I had been together about a month and she had to fly to Colorado for her brother’s wedding. She gave me a house key AND a car key. Then I got to keep BOTH after she came back! I was so friggin’ excited!! Now, I don’t even have a key to her car, lol.Aww, keys. You're wooing me with squee this first half!
Let’s hope so!I like that Tara's 'in the driver's seat'. I hope it manages to stay that way.
Haha…can you imagine that news being broadcast in different languages? LOLat Tara being international news. This story clearly doesn't coincide with real life news events that've taken over the channels
I dunno why, but I'm picturing them like Dastardly and Muttley right now lol
Thanks!! There was lot’s of different opinions on that, but I thought she did pretty well!I love the way Tara handled Kelly.
I absolutely HATE when people refer to being gay as a “lifestyle choice.” Uh, driving a BMW or not having cable TV is a lifestyle choice, not your sexuality…idiots.(her comment about "that lifestyle" and just because Willow's girlfriend is famous just about killed me)


More like meet the PARENT.I can't wait for Tara to meet the parents!.
Hahaha…Love it!!Come out, come out
Wherever you are
And meet the young Willow
Who slept with a star!
Willow sending mixed messages? Shocking. Lol The real test of Tara’s resolve will be biting her tongue around Sheila.Touching on a variety of levels: Tara’s hurt that Willow may not want her to go and meet her family, Tara’s sadness seeing Willow’s pain, and their renewal of their desire to be part of each other’s lives.
She needed to. Tough love is never easy!Glad Tara cried over K.
Awww…Thanks so much!!So I've been following your story for the past few weeks and let me just say it is one of my favorites on the board.

No super airport drama mentioned in the next chapter, although, it will be discussed at some point. I’m sure there are paps in real life that just constantly stake out LAX, lurking about waiting for celebs to arrive. B-O-R-I-N-G. I’d go stir crazy, lol.I am a little worried how hard of a time they'll have with with the paparazzis at the airport though
It’s gonna be an adventure, that’s fo sho! As for Sheila’s reaction, you’re right it could go in any direction. We’ll just have to wait and see. There will also be sibling reactions and other relatives as well. Fun!I'm really excited for the Texas updates. I feel like there's a lot to work with there.
I’m not sure if that’s possible…I think miscommunication is engrained in their DNA, lol.One day, probably in the far future, these two are gonna stop having these miscommunications at every little thing. Although, knowing them...
I really think that she would have cut Kelly a lot of slack had it not been for the alerting of the paps on more than one occasion. You just don’t bite the hand that feeds you.I can understand Tara second guessing herself about her decision about Kelly and I can't begin to imagine what it would be like for someone in Tara's position. The bottom line is you've taken the time to reveal to us just how hard it is for Tara to find people to trust and open up to and to have this, for lack of a better word, attack come from someone she thought she could trust, must have been a pretty big blow to Tara personally as well as possibly professionally. I think she made the right choice.
So should Willow now give Tara a key to her tiny one bedroom apartment? Kinda funny when you think about it, lolI loved Willow being shocked at getting one of the new spare keys.
And naughty Ralphie was more than likely chasing her…bad puppy!Naughy Miss Kitty knocking over the vase.
I sure wish that certain other celebs, that are clearly gay, would just come out. But no, they get caught in an intimate embrace or kissing someone on the lips and then deny it. As if we’re that stupid to not realize that it’s totally true.What a relief to know they won't be outed accidently, or maliciously.
Sorry:/ I seriously hate it when real life gets in the ay of my cyber world.I specifically made time Sunday to check on here for an update and was so sad not to see one.
If this happened to me, this often in RL, with my wife, I’d go insane!And you are so right, Willow and Tara are the queens of misunderstandings...
Thanks, more often than not, this is the way it goes. I was watching an episode of Nurse Jackie recently where a guy stuck his house key in a sandwich for his girlfriend and she bit into it popping out a filling. It was supposed to be this romantic gesture and it went horribly wrong, so I didn’t even want to go there, lol.And I liked the key exchange. Again, not some big romantic gesture. Just an everyday moment that makes you smile.
Yep! The big question is, how will she react if Sheila hurts Willow’s feelings? Should be fun!You're absolutely right, while Tara's not necessarily large with the butch, she definitely stands up for herself or those she cares about when the time comes around. It never even occurred to me that she may have to take up the same position when they visit the Bigger is Better state and meet Willow's family.
That made me think about that Children of the Corn movie from the ‘80’s, lolYou were absolutely right in banishing Kelly to the cornfields
Probably a wise decision!I have now assumed the crash position in preperation for the introduction of Hurricane Shelia
Thanks Pam!!!You have done a great job of developing each character and given the story such depth, that we are drawn in and really care about them and feel what they're feeling.
You read all the time where a celebrity assistant sells them out, it’s kinda sad really…that there is so little real loyalty.I knew Tara would feel bad for doing what she had to do to Kelly, but she really had no other choice. Tough call, but it shows her maturity. She has been around this biz for a long time and knows how it works
Luckily, they’ll be home before anything is actually printed, but I’m sure the week will get interesting!I'm just curious if Sheila will actually notice a People mag at the grocery or something.
I’ve managed people for 20 years and the toughest part is the letting go. I made the mistake of not severing the ties several times and it never turns out well. It’s been my experience that, once they screw you over, they won’t hesitate to do it again, no matter how much they grovel. Someone gave me some good advice once, “Don’t care about your employees more than they care about themselves.” Great advice, but still tough…you definitely have to develop a thick skin.So I think that’s it with Tara. She made a good business decision and she has to accept it on a personal level.
I already have plans to address this down the road…please put your crystal ball away! LolI’ll be curious to see how seriously people take her coming out – whether they think that at 23 it might just be a phase or that Willow sort of has her … spelled or something and that when they’re done (which we know won’t happen) … she’ll go back to boystown as it were.
She still has Cyndi and anyone wanting to get in touch with Tara can go through her. Now the bigger problem will be Willow…she has no people. Let’s just say that the trip home will be an action packed week.Everyone and their dog is going to suddenly want to talk to her and she’s going to either have to answer the phone calls while on vacation for a week or just ignore it which kind of takes the control away from her.
Patience grasshopper, patience.What? Why? Why is she surprised? Does Tara have notoriously bad taste in women? Did she not believe Tara when she said that Willow was awesome? Why surprised?
I blame you personally for my recent purchase of Moolenium Crunch ice cream…I read this fb before I went grocery shopping.Or maybe up this way to the Blue Bell creamery?
I know…sorry!! I do hate it when life gets in the way of my cyber existence!!!I did miss my Racing The Rain fix last Sunday.
Thanks! The family stuff should be fun!I think you've paced the story really well and built up the drama before Tara's coming out and meeting with Willow's family.
I’m not sure that Tara knows what she’s in for with Sheila. Hopefully she can handle it.It’s good to see Tara reassuring Willow regarding Sheila.
LOL…no horrible key losing plot twist.Woah, keys to the castle. A very big step taken there. I’m guessing some horrible plot twist is going to happen with those keys.
They’re vultures and they’ll take any crumb they can. I mean, just look at all the mundane shots they get of Alyson on almost a daily basis…walking, siting, eating, walking, shopping, etc. I’ve always wondered if they just sit round the clock outside of her house waiting for her to come out and play with Sati. It’s crazy.Wouldn’t that be hard to get in public, surely the pap’s would realise Tara would be too savvy to do anything in public until a certain amount of time had gone by since her outing?
Ok, the Golden Globes are presented by the Hollywood Foreign Press Association and cover TV as well as film. It’s pretty relaxed and they sit at round tables and get food, etc. The Emmys just cover TV and are the TV equivalent of the Academy Awards and Grammy’s. Do you think I pay WAY too much attention to all this stuff?? Um…yes? lolWhat exactly is the difference between Emmy’s and Golden Globes?
It most definitely is. For some reason there is a ridiculous double standard. Straight actors can play gay, but gay actors can’t play straight. I believe that’s why so many stay in the closet. Especially if they’re just coming up, but I do believe that more need to come out.Can it be really tough in Hollywood if you’re gay?

Something about beef fajitas, salsa and strawberry margaritas.
“Sweetie, can you tell me that story again later and uh, slower? Because you lost me somewhere around, This one time at…”







, or was Tara created just for Willow?

....its awesome and can't wait to see what sheila does when she finds out who willows GF is...love it love it love it...
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)Willow picked up on Tara’s nervous stutter immediately and took the blonde’s hand in hers, “Nope, slept like a baby. It comes from years of life traveling on a noisy team bus. I learned to just block it all out. This was actually kinda peaceful in comparison, plus these seats and my human pillow…comfy.” She winked at Tara and placed a kiss on the back of her hand.
Willow smiled, lost in the endless depths of Tara’s beautiful blue eyes. It never ceased to amaze her how just looking at Tara made her feel. Tara melted her heart and strengthened her resolve all at the same time.

Tara merely smiled, but Willow could see signs of tension in Tara’s delicate features, not to mention that her palms were quite sweaty. “Aw, you got butterflies, baby?”
“More like bats.” Tara replied nervously.
“Let’s put it this way, have you ever seen the movie, Cheech and Chong: Up In Smoke?” Tara nodded her head, she couldn’t imagine where Willow was going with this, “Well, it’s like that scene when they’re on the freeway driving and then they think they’re still driving, but they are actually parked in the median. Well, that’s what it’s like driving with Jeff, it feels like you’re parked because all the cars are just passing you by.”
It didn’t take long for the redhead to spot her sister, “WILLOW!! WILLS!! OVER HERE!!” Rachael screeched, running forward and engulfing Willow in a huge bear hug.
“Good to see you too,” Willow groaned as her sister squeezed her tighter, “Rach, oxygen...becoming an issue.”
“Oh sorry, Wills. JEFF! BAGS! So, how’s my baby sis?” Rachael had a knack for barking orders to her husband, no matter what else was going on.
Tara was torn. On the one hand she was worried, it was nearly dark and Willow was going to be riding bareback on an unbridled horse, at breakneck speeds and crossing a pasture that she couldn’t see. On the other hand, Tara was mesmerized by the confidence and beauty radiating from her girlfriend. Seeing Willow atop that horse, with her fire red hair whipping in the wind, sent shivers down Tara’s spine. Oh my, she is absolutely beautiful.
As Willow completed her turn around, she began to pick up speed as she brought Artemis along the fence line and parallel to the car. She leaned forward in a racing position, her fingers woven through Artemis’ thick mane, and locked eyes with Tara. With a mischievous glint in her eyes and a wide grin spread across her face, Willow raised her feet slightly, giving Artemis a gentle kick to her sides and shouted, “Hee yaw!”
*sighs again* Just beautiful! She’s there, red hair catching the last rays of sun and I swear I can feel Tara’s heart pounding as she looks at her. (nice touch back to the title – an overlay of that image “Racing the Rain.”)

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